
Sermon: Teresa of รvila
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Although most of you read the autobiography of Teresa of รvila and know much of her life for yourselves, I hope you arenโt tired of hearing the stories about her life. One that I find particularly humorous is about establishment of the religious house in Medina.
All the arrangements had been made, but as they drew near to the town, they learned that an Augustinian monastery that was near by was objecting to the sisters establishing another house. Reason: the Augustinians believed that Teresa and her little gang of nuns would begin to cut into the alms that the people gave in support of them. So great were the Augustinians fears that they were prepared to file a lawsuit against Teresa. Teresa, it would seem, was never daunted.
The solution: say Mass in the new house before the Augustinians even knew they were in town, for once the Mass was said in a new chapel, it was very difficult to remove anyone. So, instead of arriving in full day when everyone would see, Teresa and her nuns snuck in at midnight. Teresa writes: โThere we were in the streets, friars and nuns, laden with the sacred vessels and vestments necessary for saying the first Mass and fitting up the chapel: we looked like gypsies who had been robbing churches: if we had run into a night patrol we should have spent the rest of the night in jail.โ (Source, p. 123) How did it work out? The town of Medina woke up that morning to the ringing of the bells, calling people to Mass, at the new conventโฆ and there was nothing anyone could do about it.
Aside from the humor of it all, what strikes me is the significance of saying the Mass. I could go out and find some building and with the right support, claim it in the name of the church, say Mass and still no one would think twice about demolishing the building as soon as I walked out the doors (or maybe while I was still inside). To many, nothing special would have occurred within those walls, but for Teresa and the faithful, the Mass was the way of making God truly present. She writes: โThe Lord had given this person such lively faith that, when she heard people say they wished they had lived when Christ walked on this earth, she would smile to herself, for she knew that we have Him as truly with us in the Most Holy Sacrament as people had Him then, and wonder what more they could possibly want.โ (Source, p.125) She expresses there one of the great mysteries of our faith: God chose to humble himself and be born in a manger and God chooses to continue to humble himself and be fully present to usโjust as present as he was to the disciplesโin the bread and the wine, the body and the blood.
In our Gospel reading, Jesus said, โLet your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven.โ The same source of the light that shines forth from us is contained within the bread and the wine: Jesus. When you receive communion, remember, it is not โwhatโ you are receiving, but โwhoโ you are receiving. And then, in the words of Teresa, ask yourself, โWhat more could I possibly want?โ
Sermon: Proper 23 RCL C – Made Clean
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In a small town there was a family in one of the congregational churches with the reputation of being the poorest family in the county. One Sunday, the family just stopped coming to church. After a couple of weeks, the preacher had a theory that the family was so ashamed of the way they dressed that they didnโt want to come out into public.
So the preacher put out the word to his congregation that he needed clothing for the family and got some real nice childrenโs clothes and some for the mother and the father, too. He took the clothes down to the family and they seemed grateful. They said they would come to church the next Sunday.
But Sunday rolled around and they werenโt there. Sunday afternoon, the preacher went to see them and asked: “Where were you this morning?โ
And the man of the house said: โWell, preacher, we got all cleaned up and got on those nice clothes you brought, and we looked so good we decided to go to the Episcopal church.โ
The numbers are fun: worldwide, the soap bar industry earned $19.2 billion dollars last year. In the US alone, it is estimated that we go through 11.7 billion bars of soap a year. Thatโs a lot of lathering up to get clean. The most expensive bar of soap is made in Lebanon and cost $2,800 a bar. It is infused with gold and diamond powder dust. The people who make that bar of soap are very smart, because they know that there are plenty of idiots in the world who will buy it.
Anyhow, when we think of soap, most are only concerned with removing the dirt and unpleasant aromasโto get cleanโbut when it comes to the Hebrew Scriptures, clean and unclean are something very different.
For example, there are foods that are unclean: most know that bacon is unclean, but did you know that grasshoppers are clean? The lowly shrimp is off limits, but the chicken is fine. There are also things that you can do to become unclean. Touching anything dead will make you unclean. And then there are some things, completely out of your control that can make you unclean, one of which is contracting leprosy (which in this context is a very broad term that defines a variety of skin disorders.) And it was these unclean that Jesus encountered in our Gospel reading today.
As Jesus โentered a village, ten lepers approached him. Keeping their distance, they called out, saying, โJesus, Master, have mercy on us!โโ
The Mosaic Law was very clear about what was to take place when a person contracted a certain variety of leprosy, โThe leprous person who has the disease shall wear torn clothes and let the hair of his head hang loose, and he shall cover his upper lip and cry out, โUnclean, unclean.โ He shall remain unclean as long as he has the disease. He is unclean. He shall live alone. His dwelling shall be outside the camp.โ (Leviticus 13:45-46) By todayโs standards, that sounds harsh, but they didnโt have modern medicine, so a true case of leprosy or other communicable disease (perhaps like the measles) could easily spread to many others, so these persons had to be cut off and removed.
What did it mean for the individual to be cut off? No job, no family or friends (except maybe other lepers), no resources, out in the wilderness outside the city gates, and unprotected, but this wasnโt the worst part. You see, clean and unclean are more accurately translated as pure and impure, and those terms are referring to a personโs relationship to God. And to be impure, with no access to the means of atonementโbeing made right with God, becoming clean before Godโmeant that not only are you cut off from the world, but you are also cut off from God. Separated from Him. So, you stand alone, out in the wilderness and cry out, โUnclean. Unclean.โ But, you see, I hear those words and they seem more than just a declaration of a personโs current state. Those words also sound like a prayer. A plea to God for washing.
When King David had sinned, when he was impure and cut off from God, he wrote Psalm 51:
Have mercy on me, O God,
according to your steadfast love;
according to your abundant mercy
blot out my transgressions.
Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity,
and cleanse me from my sin!
For I know my transgressions,
and my sin is ever before me.
(Psalm 51:1-3)
To me, David is crying out, โUnclean. Unclean.โ Yet, even in that state of impurity, David has hope. Hope in Godโs love and mercy, for he goes on to say:
Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;
wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
(Psalm 51:1-3, 7)
Lord, I am unclean, but you can wash me. You can make me whiter than snow.
What is the Lordโs response? I refer back to the story of the healing of the leper that I shared with you last week. The leper came up to Jesus and said, โLord, if you choose, you can make me well.โ And the Lord responds, โI do choose, be well.โ
The Lordโs response: God chose to make us well, chose to make us clean, and he makes it possible through our participation in the death and resurrection of Jesus. How do we participate in the death and resurrection of Jesus?
โAll of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life. For if we have been united with him in a death like his, we shall certainly be united with him in a resurrection like his.โ
We participate in the death and resurrection of Jesus through our baptism. When we enter the waters we are unclean and when we rise we are clean. The old self dies and we are โset free from sinโ and raised to an eternal and resurrected life in Christ Jesus. What did our Gospel say: The leper that returned โprostrated himself at Jesus’ feet and thanked himโฆ. Then Jesus said to him, “Get up and go on your way; your faith has made you well.โ Those words, โget up,โ have a very specific meaningโฆ resurrected. Jesus said to the man, โBe resurrected! You have been made clean.โ
Prior to our baptism, we are like the leper at the feet of Jesus. We are lying in the dust, we are dead in sin, we cry out, โUnclean,โ but through our baptism, Jesus says to us, โGet up! I choose to make you whiter than snow. Be resurrected into eternal life with me.โ
And what is our response to this gift? Consider the words of the Psalm from today:
Hallelujah!
I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart,
in the assembly of the upright, in the congregationโฆ.
He sent redemption to his people;
he commanded his covenant for ever;
holy and awesome is his Name.
Our response to the Lord is thankfulness, because โhe sent redemption to his people.โ He sent Jesusโฆ โFor God so loved the worldโฆโ that we might be with Him.
This morning, I pray, that as we baptize Angelica Rose, you will recall the great work that was begun in you through your own baptismโhow you passed over from unclean to clean, impure to pure, death to lifeโand that in your heart and with your words, you will also return to the Lord and give him thanks.
Let us prayโฆ a few more verses from Psalm 51:
Create in me a clean heart, O God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
Cast me not away from your presence,
and take not your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
and uphold me with a willing spirit.
Amen.
Fr. Anthony: COMING SOON!

Camino: I hated the 230s

Camino physical prep update: it has been awhile since I posted in this category, but the 230s were a beast; however, that statement is in the past tense… “were”! 228.6. Let’s hope the 220s are a bit easier. The goal is 195. I don’t want my excess ‘love’ to weigh more than my pack!
Buen Camino!
Sermon: Proper 22 RCL C – The Mustard Seed
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Q: Why was Goliath so surprised when David hit him with a slingshot?
A: The thought had never entered his head before.
Q: If Goliath is resurrected, would you like to tell him that joke?
A: No, he already fell for it once.
The story of David and Goliath is one most of us can tell without having to refer to the text, because it is one of the first we learn in Sunday school, even so, it doesnโt hurt to go back and hear parts of it.
Youโll recall that the Philistines came up against the Israelites to do battle, but instead of all out war, they were both to choose a champion to represent them on the battlefield. The Philistines chose Goliath, a monster of a man. It is believed that he was one of the Nephilim: those we read about in Genesis 6 who were the offspring of the fallen angels and humans (Oh, yesโฆ itโs in Bible!) Yet, among the Israelites, there was not a single soul who could be found to do battle with Goliath, until a skinny little kid showed up: David.
Upon hearing the taunts of Goliath, David declared he could take the giant, but โSaul said to David, โYou are not able to go against this Philistine to fight with him, for you are but a youth, and he has been a man of war from his youth.โโ David said, โJust give me a shot.โ
Thereโs a bit more back and forth until Saul finally agrees to allow David to go off and get himself killed. โThen Saul clothed David with his armor. He put a helmet of bronze on his head and clothed him with a coat of mail, and David strapped his sword over his armor. And he tried in vain to go, for he had not tested them. Then David said to Saul, โI cannot go with these, for I have not tested them.โ So David put them off. Then he took his staff in his hand and chose five smooth stones from the brook and put them in his shepherd’s pouch. His sling was in his hand, and he approached the Philistine.โ
There was a bit of back and forth taunting between David and Goliath, and Iโm certain a good bit of laughing from those watching, then Goliath โarose and came and drew near to meet David, David ran quickly toward the battle line to meet the Philistine. And David put his hand in his bag and took outโฆโ โฆ David reached into his bag and took out a mustard seed and hurled it at the giant and killed him.
Another time: โGod saw the earth, and behold, it was corrupt, for all flesh had corrupted their way on the earth. And God said to Noah, โI have determined to make an end of all flesh, for the earth is filled with violence through them. Behold, I will destroy them with the earth. Make yourself an arkโฆโโฆ Make yourself an ark made out of a mustard seed.
Moses, when he went down to Egypt land to say to Pharaoh, โLet my people go,โ went with a staff in one hand and a mustard seed in the other.
Friends wanted to bring a man who was lame to Jesus, but the house where Jesus was staying was so crowded, they could not reach him, so โthey went up on the roof and let him down with his bed through the tiles into the midst before Jesus.โ And the bed the man was lying on was made from a mustard seedโฆโฆโฆ. Starting to see a trend here?
โThe apostles said to the Lord, โIncrease our faith!โ The Lord replied, โIf you had faith the size of a mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, โBe uprooted and planted in the sea,โ and it would obey you.โโ That actually sounds like something Stephen King might write about: telekinesisโmoving objects with your mind. Strike up the soundtrack from the Twilight Zone. But Jesus was not talking about some supposed psychic ability. And he was not talking about your ability to do certain things. The mulberry tree being uprooted and planted in the sea, is not about you or your will. It is about God and His will. It is about God desiring these things to be accomplished. The leper came to Jesus and said, โโLord, if you will, you can make me clean.โ And Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him, saying, โI will; be clean.โโ Other translations, instead of saying, โIf you will,โ say, โIf you choose.โ So, Jesusโ response is, โI do choose.โ Faith is believing that if God wills it, chooses it, the mulberry tree will be moved, the giant will fall, the ark will survive the storm, the people will be set free. Faith is believing that if God chooses, He can accomplish the impossible.
When I was living in Montana, before I went off to seminary, there was a fella in our church, Steve, who was about my age. Beautiful wife and two children. Earlier in his life, he had overcome brain cancer, but during the time that I knew him it returned, so we as a church gathered around him and we prayed.
I remember when he sat down and told me how he had to quit driving, because the tumor would cause scenes, like from a movie, in his vision, so he would be seeing the real world and he would be seeing these visions, unable to tell the difference, so he had to stop driving, but we as a church had faith and kept praying.
I remember when he was no longer able to walk, so he progressed to a wheelchair. I remember when he was sitting in that chair and his arms were resting on the armrests and when one of them would slip off, his wife would go to him and put it back up on the armrest, because he was too weak to do it himself. But even then, we had faith. We prayedโฆ oh, how we prayed. And we anointed him time and time again, believing that the Lord will slay the giant. We had the faith of the mustard seed and we knew the Lord would โchooseโ to heal Steve. And you know whatโฆ Steve died.
What went wrong? David, Moses, Noahโฆ they all went to battle with a mustard seed and won. With Steve, did we have less faith than a mustard seed? โHello, Church. This is God. Sorry, but you were six micrograms of faith short of a mustard seed.โ Or, what did we say a minute ago: faith is believing that if God wills it, chooses it, the mulberry tree will be moved. Was it that God just simply chose not to heal Steve? โYou, you and you get the golden ticket, and you, ahโฆ sorry. There are only three tickets. Better luck next time.โ We really can put such evil thoughts in the mind of God, but perhaps, just perhaps, thereโs more going on than we can see.
St. Paul tells us, โNow faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.โ But you know, that really isnโt all that comforting, especially when youโre staring into the casket at the one you believed God would heal, but it was J.R.R. Tolkien who wrote in The Fellowship of the Ring, โFaithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.โ Faithless is he who believes that there is a limit to Godโs faithfulness. Faithless is he that thinks they donโt have enough faith, but you see, it is not about how great your faith isโit is about how great your God is. Faithless is he that stares into the casket and thinks it is the end, that God has not accomplished the impossible, when he actually has; for โWhen the perishable puts on the imperishable, and the mortal puts on immortality, then shall come to pass the saying that is written:
โDeath is swallowed up in victory.โ
โO death, where is your victory?
O death, where is your sting?โ
โFor my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways
and my thoughts than your thoughts.โ
Faith and the workings of God are a mystery, and that is not a satisfying thought, which leaves room for all sorts of doubts and questions, especially when you are looking for answers, results. But to have the faith of a mustard seed tells me that there is all sorts of room for doubts and questions the size of all creation, butโฆ if you have that one speck of faith in the midst of all those doubts and questions, one sliver of faith in the face of the mystery, then your God who is great and your God who is faithful will move the mulberry tree, slay the giants, part the seas, heal the lepers, andโon the last dayโraise the dead to eternal life.
Do not place your faith in your ability to move the mulberry tree. Place your faith in the one who created both you and the tree, and know that the Creator will accomplish His perfect will in you both.
Let us pray: Eternal God, in whom faithfulness is endless and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase our faith in you, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with greater faith submit ourselves to Your holy will, which is Love and Mercy itself. Amen.
The Imitation of Christ Project: Bk. 3, Ch. 26

THE EXCELLENCE OF A FREE MIND, GAINED THROUGH PRAYER RATHER THAN BY STUDY
THE DISCIPLE
IT IS the mark of a perfect man, Lord, never to let his mind relax in attention to heavenly things, and to pass through many cares as though he had none; not as an indolent man does, but having by the certain prerogative of a free mind no disorderly affection for any created being.
Keep me, I beg You, most merciful God, from the cares of this life, lest I be too much entangled in them. Keep me from many necessities of the body, lest I be ensnared by pleasure. Keep me from all darkness of mind, lest I be broken by troubles and overcome. I do not ask deliverance from those things which worldly vanity desires so eagerly, but from those miseries which, by the common curse of humankind, oppress the soul of Your servant in punishment and keep him from entering into the liberty of spirit as often as he would.
My God, Sweetness beyond words, make bitter all the carnal comfort that draws me from love of the eternal and lures me to its evil self by the sight of some delightful good in the present. Let it not overcome me, my God. Let not flesh and blood conquer me. Let not the world and its brief glory deceive me, nor the devil trip me by his craftiness. Give me courage to resist, patience to endure, and constancy to persevere. Give me the soothing unction of Your spirit rather than all the consolations of the world, and in place of carnal love, infuse into me the love of Your name.
Behold, eating, drinking, clothing, and other necessities that sustain the body are burdensome to the fervent soul. Grant me the grace to use such comforts temperately and not to become entangled in too great a desire for them. It is not lawful to cast them aside completely, for nature must be sustained, but Your holy law forbids us to demand superfluous things and things that are simply for pleasure, else the flesh would rebel against the spirit. In these matters, I beg, let Your hand guide and direct me, so that I may not overstep the law in any way.
Dominicans: AD Questions – Chapter 4
Chapter Four
- What is Christian Formation?
As I sat in chapel during my time in seminary, I so remember the first time I really heard the words of Psalm 119:99-100:
I have more understanding than all my teachers,
for your testimonies are my meditation.
I understand more than the aged,
for I keep your precepts.

I suspect that I was not the only seminarian to ever smile and suppress a chuckle upon reading these words, but that (innocent?) arrogance demonstrates so clearly the need for formation. A need for the old Adam to be broken down and replaced with the new Adam found only in Christ Jesus. Formation is the process of breaking down who we think we are/who we think we are supposed to be, with who Christ has called us to be. Christian formation is to say with Isaiah:
But now, O Lord, you are our Father;
we are the clay, and you are our potter;
we are all the work of your hand. (Isaiah 64:8)
Christian formation, after recognizing this truth, is then to submit to the work of his hands, so that we take on the identity of the Father. However, it is not a one-and-done event. Formation is the work of a lifetime: โYou shall be holy, for I am holy.โ (1 Peter 1:16) We are made holy through through the redeeming work of Jesus upon the cross, and, each day, we are to seek to become more holy through the formation and the work of sanctification. โWe are deeply moved, and our hearts profoundly shaken, when we listen attentively to that cry of St Paul: ‘This is God’s will for you, your sanctification.โ Today, once again, I set myself this goal and I also remind you and all mankind: this is God’s Will for us, that we be saints.โ (Friends of God, St. Josemairรญa Escrivรก, #294) Christian formation is nothing less than the process of becoming a saint.
- How do Anglican Dominicans receive their training? Are there lessons that local churches or the Church in general could learn from the Anglican Dominican education process?
As I am preparing to walk the Camino de Santiago next year, much of my understanding of our Christian walk falls under the concept of pilgrimageโa journey to a sacred place. Anglican Dominicans receive their training through a pilgrimage of stages: inquiry, postulant, novice, and professed, utilizing several means including: reading, study, group interaction, mentorship, and further discernment of a calling.
These practices can certainly be utilized by a local church. As an example, having a desire to disciple individuals who hoped to further deepen their faith and with the blessing of my Bishop, I began The Confraternity of the Imitators of Christ (CIC) in my current parish. The objectives of the CIC are:
- To seek holiness in our daily lives and the sanctification of our work in our families, our places of employment, and the Church.
- To fulfill the vows we make in the Baptismal Covenant (Book of Common Prayer, p. 292).
- To recognize the real presence of Our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament of His Body and Blood.
- To deepen our relationship with the Blessed Virgin Mary and to seek her intercessions that we may become a Tabernacle of her Son, Jesus Christ, the Son of God.
- More info on the CIC can be found here.
The first objective has led to lessons on topics such as: study, rule of life, meditation, fasting, study, BVM, confession, etc. Through this ongoing study and practice, individuals begin to lead a more disciplined, studied, and intentional faith.
- What is the governance structure of the Anglican Dominicansโis it more democratic or authoritarian?
โOne of the unique featuresโcertainly a mark of the changing times of the 13th Centuryโof Saint Dominicโs initial community, was its democratic and egalitarian character.โ That said, I find comfort and peace in submitting to the authority of my Bishop.
For those not feeling called by God to be a Dominican brother or sister, the Order offers two other affiliations: oblates and associates. Do you think youโd benefit spiritually by being an oblate or associate of a religious order, Dominican or not?
I do feel that I would benefit as an oblate or associate, but truly, I feel a sincere calling to become a professed member. Should I not be accepted as such, I would seek to become an oblate or associate, whichever was found more fitting.
- Anglicans in general, and Anglican Dominicans in particular, embrace a diversity of viewpoints regarding the Blessed Virgin Mary. What is your personal view of Mary?
โHail, holy Queen, Mother of mercy, hail, our life, our sweetness, and our hope.โ
Surprisingly, I had no devotion to the BVM prior to attending seminary and very little while in seminary at Nashotah (please donโt tell them that!), and Iโm not real certain as to why or how the shift occurred, but following my ordination to the priesthoodโฆ she brings me to Jesus. I would say more, but I truly donโt understand it. I hold her hand while I preach. I cling to her in prayer. I canโt see an image of her without stopping and catching my breath. Her Son is my God, Savior, King, Masterโฆ she isโฆ
- What are some of the challenges facing Christianity in the coming decade? How do you think individuals and churches can respond to these challenges?
The discussion on page 38 of Anglican Dominicans provides a broad outline of the many challenges facing Christianity today. For me, I believe that it can be summed up in the fact that our faith and the practice of our faith has become such a horizontal application of the Gospel that we are no longer aware of the vertical, supernatural or transcendence of God. Church has become a PAC or Rotary or the country club, instead of being a transformational community. Preachers are the talking heads of CNN/Fox, instead of prophetic witnesses. Parishioners are consumers, seeking a denomination or style of worship that fills a need, instead of individuals striving for holiness and an encounter with the Creator of the Heavens and the Earth. I know that is a harsh assessment and it is certainly not true for all, but we have lost our wayโฆ THE Way.
Individuals and churches can respond to the challenges by returning to our roots and Archbishop Michael Ramsey stated it so well: โI suggest to you that as the cross and the Resurrection were the spearhead of the gospelโs relevance and potency in the first century so they can be also for our contemporary world. Ours is a world full of suffering and frustration: of what significance to it is Jesus who lived and died nearly two thousand years ago? The answer is: chiefly in this, that in the Death and Resurrection he shows not only the way for man but the very image of God himself. Is there within or beyond our suffering and frustrated universe any purpose, way, meaning, sovereignty? We answer, yes, there is purpose, way, meaning, sovereignty, and the Death and Resurrection of Jesus portray it as loving through dying, as losing self to find self, as the power of sacrificial love.โ (The Christian Priest Today, p.32-33)
St. Paul declared to the Corinthians, โFor I decided to know nothing among you except Jesus Christ and him crucified.โ (1 Corinthians 2:2) The answer to the challenges for individuals and the Church is the exact same.
Bombing…
This was my first visit to the Oklahoma City National Memorial & Museum remembering those who died in the April 19, 1995 bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building…




