Poem: Touch

This is one where I looked at the picture that I painted and then wrote the poem. Hope you can see it.

When you watch the sunrise alone
The sun not touching the sky
When you see a star
But not one that belongs
When you breathe
And the air escapes you
That is when you know
Love
Love in the green and blue
Love when the red speaks
To the black
But should you touch the center
Where none are known
Then you will
Bleed

I saw the sky come down on the dawn
I saw the sun set upon itself
I watched as night attracted them all
But then the sun rose
On a beach while I was alone
And there was your hand
Reaching for mine

We should escape to that place
That place of silence
That place where I watched
The sunrise alone

It is there that the silence
Wraps us in the caerulean sky
And the only star
Brightens the life of so many souls

Here we meet
Release me
Release me
Set me free to wander the night
The places where hate roams
But has no power
The place where pain screams
But has no feeling
The place where I have no voice
But the voice that is you

Drops of rain on the path
No matter

I watch the sunrise alone
And the star fell
I wake

A dream

When

Sermon: Lent 1 RCL C – “Temptation”


A fella and his wife were shopping a kiosk in mall when a shapely young woman in a short, form-fitting dress strolled by.  The man couldnโ€™t help himself and followed her with his eyes.

Without looking up from the item she was examining, his wife asked, “Was it worth the trouble you’re in?โ€

Temptation and sin: every preachers favorite topic.

I feel quite certain that most of us have at one time or another gone out looking for trouble, but I doubt any of us go out looking for temptation.  In most cases, temptation is something that arrives on your spiritual doorstep uninvited, but the temptation is not a sin.  What you do with that temptation will determine whether or not youโ€™ve sinned.  Man sees a pretty girl, he can a) recognize her as prettyโ€”thereโ€™s absolutely nothing wrong with that or b) let his mind loose with all kinds of desires and fall into sin.  Not all temptations are as simple as that, but in the end, most come down to that type of decision.  You can โ€œResist the devil [and the temptation], and he will flee from you.โ€ (James 4:7b) or you can give in to its Siren like calling and sin.  Again, the temptation is not a sin.  It is what you do with the temptation that is the determining factor.

Another aspect of our temptations is that they are tailor made.  They suit our weaknesses and passions perfectly.  Some people like fast cars and they canโ€™t help but be tempted to speed.  Others like to gossip and they canโ€™t help but chat away when theyโ€™re around others.  Everything from shopping to alcohol to anger toโ€ฆ we donโ€™t have time to include them all, but if youโ€™ve shown a weakness to something in the past, then you know the devil is going to bring it your way again.  As my friend always said, the devil isnโ€™t all that smart because heโ€™s only got a few tricks, only trouble is we keep falling for them.  Whatโ€™s a person to do?  In the words of Severus Snape (Harry Potter reference for all you muggles): โ€œControl your emotions! Discipline your mind!โ€  And that really is the answer.

Our temptations are also referred to as โ€œoccasions of sin.โ€  If someone is a recovering alcoholic, then an occasion of sin or temptation would be for someone to unwittingly offer them an alcoholic drink.  There was no malice on the part of the person offering.  They were not some agent of the devil trying to bring the other person down, they were simply being friendly, but it has put the recovering alcoholic in an occasion of sin.  What is the person to do with the temptation?  โ€œControl your emotions! Discipline your mind!โ€  The controlling of the emotions is something that occurs when the drink is offered, but the disciplining of the mind is something that takes practice over time, before the temptation is presented.  For whatever trick of the devilโ€™s that you find yourself falling for time and time again, you have to know beforehand how you will respond or you stand a good chance of falling.  So, for the recovering alcoholic, they must mentally walk themselves through various scenarios and determine how it is theyโ€™re going to react.  โ€œOk.  If someone offers me a drink, Iโ€™m going to say, โ€˜Thank you, but I donโ€™t drink.โ€™โ€  And they have to repeat that to themselves over and over again, so that it is ingrained in their minds.  So that their minds are disciplined.  

When we talk about temptation and sin, we are talking about the battle for our souls, so this sounds like a rather dry / clinical approach, but ask yourself, โ€œHowโ€™s my current method working out?โ€  Then look at the example of our Gospel lesson today: the temptation of Jesus in the wilderness.

Jesus did not go off into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.  We are told that he was โ€œled by the Spirit in the wilderness, where for forty days he was tempted by the devil.โ€  I donโ€™t believe he went out there looking for trouble, but it did arrive on his spiritual doorstep.  Did he wring his hands and fret: โ€œWhat do I do?  What do I do?โ€  Nope.  He answered the devilโ€™s every temptation with Holy Scripture (specifically from the Book of Deuteronomy.)  He had control of his emotions and he had disciplined his mind.  He had prepared for just such an occasion of sin in advance.  Perhaps he did not know what the temptation would be, but he was not foolish to think that they wouldnโ€™t come at all.

โ€œResist the devil, and he will flee from you.โ€  But youโ€™re going to want a game plan for the resisting bit.  Abraham Lincoln said, โ€œGive me six hours to chop down a tree and I will spend the first four sharpening the axe.โ€  Approach your spiritual battles in the same manner and you will be far more successful in defeating the temptations that wander up to your spiritual doorstep.

Above all your preparations, pray.  Pray for Godโ€™s strength to defeat your enemies from whatever direction they may come.  St. Paul tells us, โ€œNo temptation has overtaken you that is not common to all. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.โ€  That way of escape will be made clear to you through your prayer and your preparation.

One final note: if you fall into sin, learn from your mistakes, repent, confess, and get back in the fight.  You are a child of God.  You have work to do.

Let us pray: Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil; May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls. Amen.

Sermon: Ash Wednesday – “My Confession”

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In The Ragamuffin Gospel, Brennan Manning quotes from another who writes, โ€œOne saint used to say that she was the type of woman who advances more rapidly when she is drawn by love than when driven by fear.  She was preceptive enough to know that we are all that type of person.  It is possible to attain great holiness of life while still being prone to pettiness and insincerity, sensuality and envy, but the first move will always be to recognize that I am that way.  In terms of spiritual growth the faith-conviction that God accepts me as I am is a tremendous help to become better.โ€ (p.49)

Brennan sums this up by saying, โ€œLove is a far better stimulus than threat or pressure.โ€  This understanding leads to the realization that God loves us for who we are.  That doesnโ€™t mean that we donโ€™t seek to be holy as our Father in heaven is holy, but it does mean that we learn to accept Godโ€™s grace and mercy, so that we donโ€™t become discouraged and fall away.

That said, Iโ€™m always encouraging you to make a proper confession, whether that be to sit down with a priest or on your own, but as I have also told you, I hate going to confession.ย  Iโ€™m very well aware of weaknesses and faults and I donโ€™t like having to put them out there, but todayโ€ฆ a public confession (and everybody says, โ€œWell, this just got interesting!”ย  Not like that, but maybe worse.)ย  Here goes, two partsโ€ฆ

Part one: many struggle with being hard on themselves and many struggle with accepting Godโ€™s grace and mercy.  The more those types of feelings persist, the harder that person is on themself.  Friends: I am not good to myself.  In many different ways I punish myself for my shortcomings.  I am a priest that knowsโ€”for a fact!โ€”that you are loved by God and so very deserving of Godโ€™s grace and I will do anything I can so that you can experience that love and grace, butโ€ฆ I have refused to accept it for myself.  Thatโ€™s part one.  Part two: Iโ€™m tired of feeling this way.  Iโ€™m tired of standing outside the banquet and missing out on the celebration.

Thatโ€™s the confession.  (Not very juicy, I know.)  So, during this season of Lent, what am I going give up?  Iโ€™ll probably give up something more tangible (that one is between me and God), but I think what Iโ€™m really going to give up is the act of pummeling myself and kicking my own backside.  I think Iโ€™ll give up being a shield to Godโ€™s grace and allow him to soften my heart toward myself.  As I said, Iโ€™m tired of being on the outside of the banquet, trying to make myself worthy to enter in, all the while, forgetting that this is a work that Jesus has already accomplished.

We always think of the ashes on ash Wednesday as a sign of penance and our mortality, our death.  They are, but Thomas Merton looked at them from the other side.  He wrote, โ€œThe ashes become a health-giving medicine and they bring wholeness, cleanness to the body as well as protection to the soul, both of these availing for the remission of sins.  They bring the grace of that humility which they signify, they bring also the pardon which we implore by the fact of receiving them.โ€

The ashes are a sign of penance and death, but when we receive them with true humility, they are not only a sign of sin and death, but of forgiveness and life.

I invite you to continue on the path for this Lent that you have set for yourself, but, if you find yourself in the boat with me, then I invite you to join me in recognizing the fact that God accepts you as you, so that you can then experience His grace and love.

Sermon: Last Epiphany RCL C – “Sweetener”

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Charlie Brown: Lucy says, โ€œIf I was in charge of the world, Iโ€™d change everything.โ€ Charlie turns and says, โ€œThat wouldnโ€™t be easy. Where would you start?โ€ Lucy looks directly at him, and without hesitation responds, โ€œIโ€™d start with you!โ€

Hereโ€™s a question for you: what color is a chameleonโ€™s skin? It is actually translucent. There is still a bit of a mystery as to why it occurs, but the scientist have learned that it is the cells below the skin that are moving so as to refract a particular color, but this idea of changing color has also entered into the way we understand the brain and how we interact with one another. It is the Chameleon Effect and helps us to understand things like why yawns are contagious (yes, you may yawn, because now that Iโ€™ve said it, your minds are wanting to). It also explains why laughing is contagious and how, most times, if you smile at someoneโ€”even a perfect strangerโ€”theyโ€™ll smile back (I like to do that anyway because even if they donโ€™t smile back, you will make them nervous.) The point being, one personโ€™s behavior can affect another personโ€™s behavior. Chain reaction, domino effect, a string of random acts of kindness: all of these speak of this Chameleon Effect. This is even true in our life with God.

Rabbi Elimelech of Lizhensk, who lived in Poland and died in 1786, said: โ€œOne must always pray for his friend, as one cannot do much for himself, for โ€˜One does not deliver oneself from imprisonment.โ€™ But when asking for his friend, he is answered quickly. Therefore, each one should pray for his friend, and thus each works on the otherโ€™s desire until all of them are answered. This is why it was said, โ€˜Jewish people [and I would add Christian people] are areivim, responsible and sweet for one another,โ€™ where areivim means sweetness, as they sweeten for each other by the prayers they pray for one another, and by this they are answered.โ€ (Source)

The word, areivim is further defined as sweetness, intertwined, and mutually responsible. (Source) I think we can look at it like sugar added to coffee, the sugarโ€”the sweetโ€”intertwines with the coffee and together make the change. So Rabbi Elimelech is saying that I canโ€™t change myself without having the โ€œsweetenerโ€ of you in my life. From there the Chameleon Effect plays through us all as we pray for one another. So when Lucy says she wanted to change the world and she would start with Chuck, she could if she came alongside him in prayerโ€”instead of the manner in which she was most certainly thinking.

What is important to note is that the sweetener does not change the external circumstances, it only changes the person and how that person is able to respond and relate to those external factors.

Leading up to our Gospel reading today of the Transfiguration, we are told that about a week before, Peter had confessed Jesus as the Christ, the Son of the Living God. Matthew and Mark tell us it was six days later and Luke tells us that it was about eight days later that Jesus took with him Peter, James and John and ascended the mountain, and while Jesus โ€œwas praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became dazzling white.โ€ He was transfigured before their eyes.

We know that the light that surrounded Jesus was not from above, but was instead from within. He revealed to the three apostles his glory. Something I recently read also said that it was a grace bestowed upon Peter, James, and John for them to actually be able to see this transfiguration. Without that grace, even if they had been present, they would not have seen it.

Following this event, all three Gospels have Jesus and the disciples descending the mountain, where they meet the other disciples along with a large crowd and arguing religious leaders. It is also then that Jesus heals the demon-possessed boy.

Given the nature and intensity of the ministry at that time, I suspect that those six to eight days prior to the transfiguration were quite similar to the day that followed: crowds, healings, teachings, arguments, etc. All the external factors were the same, butโ€ฆ

I donโ€™t know why Jesus chose to only be transfigured before Peter, James, and John, but I can only imagine how the impact of witnessing such an event would have affected them. How would they have seen the ministry of Jesus prior to the transfiguration and then how would they see this same ministry following it? The light of Jesusโ€™ transfiguration and the grace to see that light must have been like an areivim to them: a sweetener, that bound them to Jesus in a way they had not experienced before and gave them a recognition that they had a responsibility to share it with others. To lift up others with this knowledge. The one event of the Transfiguration was like the effect of a skipped stone on the smooth surface of the water: ripples going out affecting one another and affecting others. The waterโ€”the external circumstancesโ€”remains water, but how it is seen and perceived is completely different.

The Transfiguration is also like an oasis in a vast desert. It is a place of nourishment, water, rest, and so on, but it is also a vision of what can be and that vision does not leave you. Even when you must go back into the desert, you carry that vision with you as a hope and a promise. And as you travel along, you will encounter others who have been traveling in the heat of the day and who are thirsty and have been eating sand for days, but when they see youโ€”someone who has been given food and water and is healthyโ€”like that Chameleon Effect, they too will see that there is hope and if you will be a sweetener to them, their hope will be fulfilled by the promiseโ€ฆ the promise of life-giving water. The promise of Jesus.

Jesus said, โ€œWatch out that no one deceives you. For many will come in my name, claiming, โ€˜I am the Messiah,โ€™ and will deceive many. You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be famines and earthquakes in various places. All these are the beginning of birth pains.

โ€œThen you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me. At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other, and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people. Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.โ€

That is our world and those are our external circumstances, but we as a Christian people have been to the oasisโ€”we come to it every week in the Blessed Sacramentโ€”so we know of the hopes and promises of God. Like Peter, James and John, we have witnessed the light of the transfiguration in our own lives and in the lives of those around us, therefore we must be the areivim for others. The external circumstances are not likely to change, but we are called to share the sweetener of the Transfiguration with all.

Donโ€™t be afraid or disturbed by what you hear and read: these things are going to happen and must happen, but youโ€ฆ you keep skipping stones: sweetening the lives of those you know and being a witness of hope to the others around you.

Let us pray: Almighty God, from whom all thoughts of truth and peace proceed, kindle in the hearts of all people the true love of peace, and guide with Your pure and peaceable wisdom those who make decisions for the nations of the earth; that in tranquility Your kingdom may go forward, till the earth be filled with the knowledge of Your love; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

Poem: Rules


there are rules

how we hate them

there are rules

but they must be followed

there are rules

but this is the night

they are broken

why?

because the pink engaged the blue

the blue was overwhelmed

and the sky became an end

Yes

There are the days

when the moon shines

and the whiskey flows

but then there are days

when the atrocity of it all

melts in the pink of your flesh

cries for another day

and screams at the night of your death

to return to the day before

Yes

I’ll make the scars

that traverse my skin

waiting for the days

that you are buried in us

Yes

I saw the moon set

and the sun rise

there was no sleep

but

but

the pink engaged the blue

and the blue

and the blue

LIVED!

Sermon: Epiphany 7 RCL C – “Forgive”


Iโ€™ve been working on my mind reading skills.  Letโ€™s see how Iโ€™m doing (you may want to grab a pen if you need help with some light math.  I know I do!): 

1. Pick a number from 1-10. Any number.

2. Multiply it by 2.

3. Add 8 to that number.

4. Divide it by 2.

5. Subtract. Currentย number – Original Number. Take your time to do it right.

6. Match that number to an alphabet letter. For example 1-A, 2-B, 3-C and so on… Got the letter?

7. Think of an European country that starts from that letter

8. Take second letter from that country and what is the first animal you think of that starts with that animal?

9. Now think of the color of that animal

Ready?  Okโ€ฆ let me read your mindโ€ฆ If you are thinking of a grey elephant, please raise your hand.

Why are we concerned with mind readers this morning?  Because, after reading that first sentence of our Old Testament lesson, I figured many would need to be a mind reader in order to know what the heck was going on: โ€œJoseph said to his brothers, โ€˜I am Joseph. Is my father still alive?โ€™ But his brothers could not answer him, so dismayed were they at his presence.โ€  What in the world is this all about?  Some will know (and a bit later on I look forward to covering the story in more detail during our Sunday school lessons on the Patriarchs) but maybe we could all use bit of a refresher.

In our study, we know that Abraham was the father of Issac and Issac was the father of Jacob (who will later be named Israel).  Jacob will have four wives and twelve sons.  His favorite wife was Rachel and his favorite son was Rachelโ€™s first child (and Jacobโ€™s eleventh son), Joseph.  Josephโ€™s younger brother, by Rachel, was Benjamin.

Because Jacob showed favoritism toward Joseph, the ten older brothers did not like him.  When Jacob made Joseph a coat of many colors, the ten liked him even less.  When Joseph had two dreams demonstrating that his brothers and father would eventually bow down before himโ€ฆ things just got nasty.

One particular day, the older brothers were out tending the flocks and Jacob sent Joseph out to find them.  When the older boys saw him coming, one said, โ€œHere comes this dreamer.  Come now, let us kill him and throw him into one of the pits. Then we will say that a fierce animal has devoured him, and we will see what will become of his dreams.โ€  They did not end up killing him, but sold him as a slave and Joseph ended up in Egypt.  They took Josephโ€™s colorful coat, covered it in blood, and holding it out to Jacob, their father, told him that Joseph had been killed by wild animals.  

Now, fast forward through twenty-two years and many adventures: then a great famine settles in the land.  Jacob and his family need food, so Jacob sends those same ten brothers who sold Joseph to Egypt to trade for their needs.  In order to receive the food, the ten must go and ask it of the man who in Egypt was second only to Pharaoh.  They did not know it, but that man was their brother, Joseph.  We are told, โ€œJoseph recognized his brothers, but they did not recognize him.โ€  Eventually, there is the great reveal and Joseph makes himself known.  The brothers, seeing Joseph who they had treated so badly, are greatly disturbed by their actions, yet Joseph says to themโ€ฆ insert our lesson from today: โ€œI am Joseph. Is my father still alive?โ€™ But his brothers could not answer him, so dismayed were they at his presence.โ€  He said to them, โ€œDo not be distressed, or angry with yourselves, because you sold me here; for God sent me before you to preserve life.โ€  In other words, Joseph forgave his brothers and said, all that has happened is a part of Godโ€™s plan, so that we might be in a position to save Godโ€™s people.

Joseph had every reason to hate his brothers; and he was one of the most powerful people in the world, so he could have done whatever he liked to them, from sending them away empty handed, to placing them into slavery, to putting them to death, but he chose another path.  A path that led to reconciliation. 

With that understanding, hear again the words of Jesus from our Gospel lesson: Jesus said, โ€œI say to you that listen, Love your enemies even if they sell you into slavery, do good to those who hate you even if they think of killing you, bless those who curse you because they do not understand how God is working, pray for those who abuse you, because you may win them back as a brother or sister. If anyone strikes you on the cheek or throws you into a pit, offer the other also and allow God to work his purposes; and from anyone who takes away your coat, even if it is a technicolor coat, do not withhold even your shirt or your life. Give to everyone who begs from you even if that person has done you very wrong; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again, for they were Godโ€™s goods to begin with. Do to others as you would have them do to you, regardless of how theyโ€™ve treated you in the pastโ€ฆ. Do not judge, and you will not be judged; do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.โ€™โ€

Iโ€™ll tell you a story that I know Iโ€™ve told you before, but like any good story, it doesnโ€™t hurt to hear it again: it takes place in Spain.  A father and son got into a tremendous heated argument, which led to the son running away.  Almost immediately the father felt remorse over what he had said and so he went in search his son.  He searched for months, but he could not find him. Finally, in a last frantic endeavor to find him, the father put an ad in a Madrid newspaper. The ad read: โ€œDear Paco, meet me in front of this newspaper office at noon on Saturday. All is forgiven. I love you. Your Father.โ€ On that Saturday, 800 boys named Paco showed up, looking for forgiveness and love from their father.

You donโ€™t need to be a mind reader to know that if there is one thing this world needs, it is forgiveness.ย  We need to be forgiven by God. We need to be forgiven by others and we need to forgive those who have hurt us.ย  So we need to stop judging over who may or may not be right.ย  We need to stop condemning and being so stubborn because we simply donโ€™t want to let something go.ย  We need to start forgiving and being forgiven.ย  In that last phrase, Jesus says, โ€œGive, and it will be given to you.โ€ย  I suppose we could think of that in terms of some sort of material gift: goods, money, etc., but in this context, I donโ€™t think that is what Jesus is asking us to give.ย  I think Jesus is asking us to give love.ย  Love.ย  For in not judging or condemning and by forgiving, we are truly loving; and by loving in such a manner, we are becoming more like Jesus, because that is exactly how he loved us. ย 

โ€œGood nature and good sense must ever join;
To err is human; to forgive, divine.โ€
(An Essay on Criticism: Part 2 by Alexander Pope)

In your relations with others, strive for the divine.

Let us pray: 

God, our Father,
You redeemed us
and made us Your children in Christ.
Through Him You have saved us from death
and given us Your Divine life of grace.
By becoming more like Jesus on earth,
may we come to share His glory in Heaven.
Give us the peace of Your kingdom,
which this world does not give.
By Your loving care protect the good You have given us.
Open our eyes to the wonders of Your Love
that we may serve You with a willing heart.

Amen.

Sermon: Epiphany 6 RCL C – “Deeper”


Back in the frontier days, a westbound wagon train was lost and low on food. No other humans had been seen for days, when finally they saw an “Old Jewish Man” sitting beneath a tree. The leader rushed to him and said, “We’re lost and running out of food. Is there someplace ahead where we can get food?

“Vell,” the old Jew said, “I vouldn’t go up dat hill und down other side. Somevun told me you’ll run into a big bacon tree.โ€

“A bacon tree?” asked the wagon train leader.

“Yah, ah bacon tree. Trust me. For nuttin vud I lie.โ€

The leader goes back and tells his people that if nothing else, they might be able to find food on the other side of the next ridge.

“So why did he say not to go there?” some of the pioneers asked.

“Oh, you know the Jews donโ€™t eat bacon.โ€

So the wagon train goes up the hill and down the other side. Suddenly, bandits attack and massacre everyone except the leader, who barely manages to escape back to the old man.

The near-dead man starts shouting, “You fool! You sent us to our deaths! We followed your instructions, but there was no bacon tree! There was hundreds of bandits, who killed everyone.”

The old Jew holds up his hand and says “Vait a minute.” He then gets out an old English-Hebrew dictionary, and begins thumbing through it. โ€œOy,โ€ he finally says, โ€œI made myself ah big mistake. It vuz not a bacon tree. It vuz a ham bush!โ€

โ€œAnd God said, โ€˜Let the earth sprout vegetation, plants yielding seed, and fruit trees bearing fruit in which is their seed, each according to its kind, on the earth.โ€™ And it was so.  The earth brought forth vegetation, plants yielding seed according to their own kinds, and trees bearing fruit in which is their seed, each according to its kind. And God saw that it was good.  And there was evening and there was morning, the third day.โ€ (Genesis 1:11-13)

On the third day, God created the plants and trees of the earthโ€”I do not believe either the bacon tree or the ham bush was on the listโ€”yet the variety was immense. When we begin to consider the trees, we probably often think of the massive Redwoods in California, some of which are thousands of years old or those oddly shaped Baobab trees in Madagascar. In seeing and thinking of these, we miss some other remarkable specimens. For example, there is a White Cedar tree in Canada that is near the Great Lakes. It is over 130 years old, but stands at only four inches tall. And then thereโ€™s the tree I was thinking of today: a wild fig tree that grows in South Africa.

Standing at approximately 120 feet, it is an impressive tree, but for an area that only receives about 18 inches of rain a year, how could such a tree grow so tall and produce so much fruit? Of course it is the roots. Generally, the root systems of these trees will be five to six feet deep, but this particular tree has a tap root that travels 400 feet, through solid rock and even a cave system, until it reaches a source of water. It supports the massive tree above by pumping almost seven gallons of water upwards each day.

Charles Darwin wrote, โ€œThe tip of the root (of plants) acts like the brain of one of the lower animals.โ€ It is the part of the plant that we do not see, but it seeks out the sources of water and nutrients and will either find it or the entire plant will die in the process.

In our first lesson this morning, the Prophet Jeremiah said to us:

Blessed are those who trust in the Lord, whose trust is the Lord.
They shall be like a tree planted by water, sending out its roots by the stream.
It shall not fear when heat comes, and its leaves shall stay green;
in the year of drought it is not anxious, and it does not cease to bear fruit.

The treeโ€”and we know we are talking about a soulโ€”that is planted near the stream will survive, but we also know that a drought can become quite severe. Lakes and streams can dry up all together, but thatโ€™s just on the surface. Down deeper, the water is still available. The plants that lived along the banks can and will die, unless they, like that wild fig tree, go deeper in search of the water.

For a soul, this can be a difficult time. It has not all together been cut off, but it does experience a crisis. Consider the first two verses of Psalm 42:

As a deer pants for flowing streams,ย so pants my soul for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God,ย for the living God.
(Psalm 42:1-2)

And again, David writes in Psalm 63,

O God, you are my God; earnestly I seek you;ย my soul thirsts for you; my flesh faints for you,ย ย ย ย as in a dry and weary land where there is no water.
(Psalm 63:1)

Davidโ€™s soul knows where its life comes from. His soul thirsts for the one thing that can give it life and that one thing is God. He knows that his soul will either find God or die, so it searches, but those times of searching can be lean times. Those are days of struggle and crisis. Those are days when the soul is not 100% sure that it will survive. And those are days that each and everyone us of experience. It is at times like this that some will give up. They feel as though God has abandoned them. They are withering in their search for water, for God, and struggle to see that this is a season and not a lifetime. They forget the days of plenty and the people around them taunt them by saying, โ€œWhere is your God?โ€

You can truly find yourself in that barren and dry land where this no water. You are poor in body, soul, and spirit. You are hungry and thirsty for God. You are saddened by your condition and those around you are no help. You are all these things andโ€ฆ you are blessed. Blessedโ€ฆ

โ€œBlessed are you who are poor,โ€จ for yours is the kingdom of God.
Blessed are you who are hungry now, โ€จ for you will be filled.
Blessed are you who weep now, โ€จ for you will laugh.
Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you, revile you, and defame you on account of the Son of Man. Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, for surely your reward is great in heaven.โ€

Days and seasons where there is no water are not days when God has abandoned us. They are days when God is calling us to go deeper, to trust and enter into an even more intimate relationship with him. Yes, you can do nothing and look back on the good olโ€™ days and in the process become bitter at your current circumstances or you can even quit. You can wither and die there on the banks of a dry river bed or you can push on until you once again encounter the Sourceโ€ฆ that has always been there! Patiently waiting for you and allowing you to grow through the trials you experience.

In his Revelation, St. John tells us about the New Jerusalem and he says, after seeing the great city, โ€œthe angel showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb through the middle of the street of the city.โ€ (Genesis 22:1-2) On the day we enter into that city, we will always have this source of water readily available to usโ€”it is our hope and the promise that has been made to us by Godโ€”but for now, we must at times go deeper in search of that life giving water, but do not fear. It is there, for as St. Paul tells us, โ€œI am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creationโ€”โ€”including droughts, famine, and the lack of waterโ€”โ€”will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.โ€ (Romans 8:38-39)

Today, the ground may be dry and cracked, barren and unfit to produce life, but by going below the surface, deep into the earth, we will find Life. Seek God where he wills to be found. Go deeper.

Let us pray:
Come, all who are thirsty
says Jesus, our Lord,
come, all who are weak,
taste the living water
that I shall give.
Dip your hands in the stream,
refresh body and soul,
drink from it,
depend on it,
for this water
will never run dry.
Come, all who are thirsty
says Jesus, our Lord.
Amen.

Sun or Moon


the sun or the moon

my eyes are seeking you

the sun the moon

the skies are above you

the sun the moon

in the end we are together

a place of light

and a place where the skies

skip to their own tune

a place of darkness

that brings hands

grasping for one another

snow on the mountain

end of things

but not the end

only a new beginning

in the full light

of the sun or the moon

Sermon: The Presentation of Our Lord

Presentation of Jesus at the Temple (1710)
by Andrea Celesti

The prophet Ezekiel has a great vision of the Lord. He writes in chapter one, โ€œAs I looked, behold, a stormy wind came out of the north, and a great cloud, with brightness around it, and fire flashing forth continually, and in the midst of the fire, as it were gleaming metal.  And from the midst of it came the likeness of four living creatures.โ€

Remember the Ark of the Covenant, how it was kept in the Holiest of Holies in the Temple and that on the lid of the Ark there are the two cherubim with their wings outstretched towards one another. It is in that place just above where the wings meet that God made his home on earth, where Ezekiel understands this vision to be taking place.

However, as his visions continue, Ezekiel understands that God is about to punish the people for their idolatry and that he intends on doing so through the Babylonians. The people will be carried off into captivity and the city and temple will be destroyed. We learn that this can happen, because God is leaving the Temple. Ezekiel writes in chapter nine: โ€œNow the glory of the God of Israel had gone up from the cherub on which it rested to the threshold of the house.โ€ Then in chapter ten, โ€œThen the glory of the Lord went out from the threshold of the house, and stood over the cherubim.  And the cherubim lifted up their wings and mounted up from the earth before my eyes as they went out, with the wheels beside them. And they stood at the entrance of the east gate of the house of the Lord, and the glory of the God of Israel was over them.โ€

For all those years, God had remained in the Temple, but now he leaves. You can imagine the pain in the peoplesโ€™ hearts as they heard these words, but there is hope, because the punishment will not last forever. Chapter forty-three: โ€œBehold, the glory of the God of Israel was coming from the east. And the sound of his coming was like the sound of many waters, and the earth shone with his gloryโ€ฆ. As the glory of the Lord entered the temple by the gate facing east, the Spirit lifted me up and brought me into the inner court; and behold, the glory of the Lord filled the temple.โ€

All that Ezekiel spoke concerning the destruction of the city and the Temple came to pass, but what about Godโ€™s return? When would his Glory once again cross the threshold and re-enter the temple? We read about the beginning of this great event today: the Presentation of Our Lord, when Mary and Joseph brought the Son of God into the Temple. As St. Paul tells us in his letter to the Hebrews, Christ โ€œis the radiance of the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature.โ€ The glory of the Lord was returning and it was Simeon who testified to it:

Lord, you now have set your servant free *
to go in peace as you have promised;
For these eyes of mine have seen the Savior, *
whom you have prepared for all the world to see:
A Light to enlighten the nations, *
and the glory of your people Israel.

We are also witnesses to Godโ€™s glory returning. We see it each time this glory enters into a human temple and radiates Godโ€™s word throughout.

The Presentation of the Lord is an ongoing process until the Lord returns in all His fullness. We see it as God enters these human temples of ours and begins his marvelous light. Yet, we are not only witnesses, but participants as we are the ones who carry Him to others. We are the ones who present Jesus at the threshold of souls so that he might enter.