A few years back, The Netherlandish Proverbs, a painting by Pieter Brueghel, sold for $9M at Christieโs Auction House in London. Painted in 1559, it depicts seventy-six proverbs, many of which we still say today, or at least a version. A man with his hand over his face, peering through his fingers, is โTo look through oneโs fingersโ or to turn a blind eye. Another, โWhen the gate is open, the pigs run through the wheat,โ is for us; when the cat is away, the mice will play. Some are far more obscure, and one of these caught my attention.
A woman is carrying a bucket of water in her left hand and a set of tongs with a hot coal in the other. The proverb: โShe carries fire in one hand and water in the otherโ means to be two-faced and stir up trouble. It also means to hold two contradictory views. That is not a good thing, and it is a claim that many make about Holy Scripture. It was that issue that I was confronted with this week as I read through the last two verses of our Gospel lessonโโDo not be astonished at this; for the hour is coming when all who are in their graves will hear his voice and will come outโthose who have done good, to the resurrection of life, and those who have done evil, to the resurrection of condemnation.โ (John 5:28-29) What is the problem?
The last word, โcondemnation,โ immediately brought to mind our Gospel reading from Sunday. It begins with that most famous of verses, John 3:16, โFor God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.โ So far, so good. Jesus continued, โIndeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.โ Even more good news, good news that St. Paul will confirm in his letter to the Romans when he writes, โThere is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.โ (Romans 8:1) Everything is coming up roses until you arrive at those verses from today, how some will experience the โresurrection of condemnation.โ
I thought Jesus said we were past all that condemnation bit. Is this a contradiction in Holy Scripture? Not at all. It only requires that we read the passage from John 5 more closely. It is easy to miss, but before speaking of condemnation, Jesus said, โThe hour is coming.โ Coming. Not yet. John 3 is speaking of Jesusโ first coming. John 5 is speaking of Jesusโ second coming. No contradiction.
We are now living in the time when โeveryone who believes in [Jesus] may not perish but have eternal life.โ However, there is an end dateโa time when judgment will come, and for those who do not believe, it is a judgment of condemnation; therefore, the time to choose is not then but now.
In the first verse of our reading from Isaiah, the Lord said, โIn a favorable time I listened to you, and in a day of salvation I have helped you.โ St. Paul quotes this verse in his second letter to the Corinthians: โIn a favorable time I listened to you, and in a day of salvation I have helped you.โ Then Paul adds, โBehold, now is the favorable time; behold, now is the day of salvation.โ
There is no confusion or contradiction; now is the time to come to God. Now is the day. For all of you sitting here, I believe you have, but who do you know that has not? How might you guide them and share your faith with them so that on the last day, they too will be judged and receive the resurrection of lifeโlife eternal with our God?
I’m a firm believer in Israel’s right to defend. If what happened to them happened to us, we would have dusted off the nukes. I know that we will send billions to help rebuild when it is over. I know that this is not the only aid that will be sent. I know… I know… I know… but…
The tug boat is towing a barge of food to Gaza, which I also firmly believe we should be doing. However, I could only imagine those on the Virgin cruise looking down on it and thinking, “Aren’t we good people for helping out.”
I can’t help but think that this is how we support the world when we could do so much more. We live in The Hunger Games, and we are The Capitol.
This from the hypocrite who is going to Spain to take a walk.
The wind was sucking on Danโs shirt tails as he dove into the tornado shelter. Quickly, he slammed the door shut and spun the wheel to lock it in place.
Climbing down the ladder, he fumbled for the light switch. Nothing. He had forgotten to charge the batteries.
โWonโt be but a few minutes,โ he said to the pitch and settled in, his back against the wall.
He listened, but it wasnโt the sound of the storm that caught his attention. Instead, it was a slurping squelch as something else moved in the dark.
Cautiously, he felt around until his hand fell upon a short metal pipe. He waited. Moments later, something grabbed him, and Dan started beating away with the pipe. He quit when he felt the skull of the intruder give way under a heavy blow.
โDamn zombies,โ he said and went back to listening to the storm.
Olโ Boudreaux had been out carousing all night, so he decided it might be best to go to confession before going home to Clotile. It had been many years since his last confession, so he was a bit surprised when he stepped into the confessional. On one wall was a fully stocked bar with Guinness on tap. A dazzling array of the finest cigars and chocolates was on the other wall. Boudreaux hereโs the priest come in on the other side and says, โFather, forgive me, for itโs been a very long time since Iโve been to confession, but I must admit that the confessional box is much more inviting than it used to be.โ
The priest responds, โGet out! Youโre on my side.โ
The Israelites had been set free from their bondage in Egypt, and they passed through the parted waters of the Red Sea, but through their sin, they ended up wandering around for forty years. At one point, they came to Mount Hor, about forty miles south of the Dead Sea. As it was difficult in the land, they again complained against the Lord, so the Lord sent the serpents to punish them. Many died from being bitten by the poisonous snakes. When the people came to their senses, they confessed to MosesโโWe have sinned by speaking against the Lord and against you; pray to the Lord to take away the serpents from us.โ The Lord heard their cries for mercy, so He said to Moses, โโMake a poisonous serpent, and set it on a pole; and everyone who is bitten shall look at it and live.โโ So Moses made a serpent of bronze, and put it upon a pole; and whenever a serpent bit someone, that person would look at the serpent of bronze and live.โ They named the bronze snake Nehushtan, and later in Israelโs history, theyโll turn it into a god and worship it, but thatโs for another day. In todayโs lesson, the people sinned, and death entered in the form of the serpents. When the people confessed their sins, the Lord provided a way for them to liveโlook upon the serpent that has been raised up, and you will live.
In our Gospel reading this morning, Jesus said, โJust as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life.โ
In the time of Moses, the people sinned, and death came upon them. So they confessed their sin, and if they looked up at the bronze snake, they would live.
Today, we know that โall have sinned and fall short of the glory of Godโ (Romans 3:23) and that โthe wages of sin is death.โ (Romans 6:23) However, we also know that โIf we confess our sins, [God] is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.โ (1 John 1:9) In confessing and repenting, we are not looking up at a bronze snake, but within our souls, we are looking up to our crucified Lord, and by doing so, by believing in the sacrifice He made on our behalf, we have eternal life.
Within the teachings of the Old Testament and the New, we know that there is sin and death, as well as forgiveness and life. However, between those two paths lies confession.
There is the general/private confession we make almost every time we gather, and there is auricular confession. Auricular relates to the ear, meaning to be heard, so it is our confession to a priest.
Is the general/private confession just as good as auricular confession? Yes, in that forgiveness of sin is assured. No, in that sometimes, you need to confront and speak a sinโyou need to make it realโnot for Godโs sake, but for yours, so that, as we say in The Exhortation, โyou may receive the benefit of absolution, and spiritual counsel and advice; to the removal of scruple and doubt, the assurance of pardon, and the strengthening of your faith.โ And thereโs one more reason to speak your sins to another that the Prayer Book will not mentionโit is humbling, and there are times when we need to be humbled. It is not a pleasant experience, far from it, but it is a cleansing one.
Think of what Jesus said, โAll who do evil hate the light and do not come to the light, so that their deeds may not be exposed. But those who do what is true come to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that their deeds have been done in God.โ The confession of sin is the hauling out into the light those things we would prefer to keep hidden. It is the recognition that as much as we would like to think otherwise, we are not always good little boys and girls. In my heart, I can speak to God about my unrighteousness, and God says, โYeah, I know.โ However, when I speak to the image of Christ in another person, when I make my sin real, then I also genuinely know of my fallenness. No longer can I deceive myself into thinking that Iโve confessed when I come before another. In Life Together, Dietrich Bonhoeffer writes, โOur brother breaks the circle of self-deception. A man who confesses his sins in the presence of a brother knows that he is no longer alone with himself; he experiences the presence of God in the reality of the other person.โ (p. 116) When we confess, we come into the light with all that is dark within us and allow God’s Light to reveal and cleanse us of that darkness.
I know that we always have fun when the topic of confession comes up, but I do believe in its ability to heal, so, all fun aside, I want you to know about it. Do I expect there to be a line on Wednesday for those of you seeking to make confession? Nope. But I do ask you to consider it, and if nothing else, the next time you make a general confession, donโt just say the words. Instead, bring the burden of your sins before God, and seek to make amendment of life, not just with words, but in actions as well. And thenโand this is the other half and perhaps the more difficult aspect of confessionโreceive the absolution. Know in your soul, without hesitation or doubt, that you have been forgiven. You donโt have to carry the weight of your sins. As St. John tells us, โIf we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin.โ (1 John 1:7) Jesus was lifted up on the cross that you might receive forgiveness of sin. Receive that forgiveness and know that you have been made acceptable to God. From the Book of the Prophet Isaiah,
โCome now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.โ
(Isaiah 1:18)
Today, Iโll close with a portion of Psalm 32,
Blessed is the one whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Blessed is the man against whom the Lord counts no iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no deceit. For when I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was dried up as by the heat of summer. I acknowledged my sin to you, and I did not cover my iniquity; I said, โI will confess my transgressions to the Lord,โ and you forgave the iniquity of my sin. (Psalm 32:1-5)
In the far west of India, near the coast of the Arabian Sea, is the Rann of Kutch. For a few months out of the year, it is a marsh submerged underwater, but for the most part, it is a barren wasteland. Even so, some 40,000 families migrate out into this wasteland every year for seven to ten months and call it home. They are the Agariya people, and they have been farming this land for centuries. Not for wheat, corn, or some other crop we typically think of, but for salt, harvesting 76% of the salt produced in India.
I recently watched a documentary on these families, My Name is Salt. It was fascinating. The conditions are harsh. Temperatures can range from 40ยฐ to 104ยฐ, and the people suffer from various illnesses due to the salt. The average lifespan is only 60. It is a fantastic story, and even more so is how the salt is farmed.
It is a fairly extensive process, but they form โbedsโ where groundwater is pumped up. Through evaporation, the salt is rendered from these โbeds.โ To initiate the crystalization process, they lay small branches on the surface of the beds, and the salt begins to form crystals along the branches. When those crystals are large enough, they come along and beat them off the branches, and they continue to growโyouโll have to watch the documentary to seeโbut in the end, they have mountains of beautifully white salt.
Todayโs Gospel reading from Matthew is a part of the Sermon on the Mount, and what we heard follows closely after the Beatitudes. In the three verses between the Beatitudes and our verses today, Jesus said, โYou are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.โ Jesus then speaks of light in a similar way, and then then our verses for today.
Taken out of context, the verses we heard seem to indicate that we are in error by not following the Law as prescribed by Moses. But in the context of the Beatitudes and with this idea of being the โsalt of the earth,โ we begin to understand that Jesus had something else in mind, which is why I thought of those salt farmers.
God gave the Law to Moses. We know the top ten, but there are 613 laws in the Law of Moses. Everything from โThou shall not murderโ to โdonโt eat bacon.โ There are so many laws, and they are so intricate, that only a very few could remember it all, and none could follow. To remedy this, God sent His one and only Son, Jesus, to โharvestโ the Lawโto reduce it down to its purest nature, which Jesus did: โTeacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?โ Jesus replied [with what we know as the Summary of the Law]: โโLove the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.โ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: โLove your neighbor as yourself.โ All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments.โ
Jesus โharvestedโ the Law and reduced all there was down to those few statements, and ultimately to one wordโloveโand โnot one letter, not one stroke of a letter, will pass from the law until all is accomplished.โ
Like Jesus, we are called upon today to harvest this salt of Godโs love. We are to take this beautifully white โsaltโ of Godโs love and season everything we touch with it and then share it. There will be days filled with joy and days when the conditions are harsh, but we are โsalt farmers,โ and sharing Godโs love is what we do.
The Marble Faun was written by Nathaniel Hawthorne and published in 1860. The setting is Rome, and Hawthorne did such a remarkable job of describing locations in the city that it became somewhat of a travel guide. One of those settings is the catacombs below the city, where we hear of the legend of Memmius.
Hawthorne writes, โThis man, or demon, or man-demon, was a spy during the persecutions of the early Christians, probably under the Emperor Diocletian, and penetrated into the catacomb of St. Calixtus, with the malignant purpose of tracing out the hiding-places of the refugees. But, while he stole craftily through those dark corridors, he chanced to come upon a little chapel, where tapers were burning before an altar and a crucifix, and a priest was in the performance of his sacred office. By divine indulgence, there was a single momentโs grace allowed to Memmius, during which, had he been capable of Christian faith and love, he might have knelt before the cross, and received the holy light into his soul, and so have been blest forever. But he resisted the sacred impulse. As soon, therefore, as that one moment had glided by, the light of the consecrated tapers, which represent all truth, bewildered the wretched man with everlasting error, and the blessed cross itself was stamped as a seal upon his heart, so that it should never open to receive conviction.
โThenceforth, this heathen Memmius has haunted the wide and dreary precincts of the catacomb, seeking, as some say, to beguile new victims into his own miseryโ or, even better, seeks to find someone to take him by the hand and lead him from the darkness into the light, knowing that he will eventually turn on them and bring new kinds of misery on the world.
Jesus said, โWhen an impure spirit comes out of a person, it goes through arid places seeking rest and does not find it. Then it says, โI will return to the house I left.โ When it arrives, it finds the house unoccupied, swept clean and put in order. Then it goes and takes with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final condition of that person is worse than the first.โ (Matthew 12:43-45)
Memmius had within him a spirit of persecution. When he saw the light of the candles and the celebration of the Holy Mass, that spirit was driven from him, and he was given the opportunity to repent and believe. However, instead of believing, he hardened his heart, and that spirit of persecution returned more powerful than before and forever sealed Memmiusโ fate.
It is true what the Prophet Isaiah says, โYet you, LORD, are our Father. We are the clay, you are the potter; we are all the work of your hand.โ God forms us as a potter forms a pot from a lump of clay. He forms us each to His likings to serve His purpose, and like any pot that a potter forms, there is within us an empty place that is to be filled. That place within you is the Temple of the Lord. You are the Temple of the Lord.
Consider our Gospel reading. Jesus went to the temple in Jerusalem with his disciples, where he encountered the money changers and sellers of sacrifices. Emanating from them was this overwhelming physical and spiritual stench that sent Jesus into a holy riot, so he drove them all out with the whip he made. Seeing this, the Jews became incensed and asked, โWhat sign can you show us for doing this?โ They were asking, by whose authority are you doing these things? Why would they care? Because money changing and the selling of sacrifices is big business. I donโt know if it is still true or not, but they used to say that movie theaters didnโt make their money on showing movies; instead, they made their money on all the concessions sold. The same principle is applied here. The religious leaders made some money on folks coming to the Temple, but the shekels rolled in when it came to changing money and selling sacrifices. So they asked, by whose authority are you disrupting our business? Give us a sign that you are allowed. Jesus answered them, โDestroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.โ The religious leaders, thinking He was speaking of the building, said, โThis temple has been under construction for forty-six years, and will you raise it up in three days?โ But we know that Jesus was talking about the Temple of His body.
Remember what St. Paul said in his letter to the Corinthians, โDo you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.โ (1 Corinthians 6:19-20)
There is within us this place, this temple, that must be filled. However, there is a gift that God has given to us allโfree will. Free will means you are free to choose how and with what to fill that temple that is within you. You may choose, like Memmius, to fill it with those things that are in opposition or contrary to God, or you may choose to fill it with the things of God. The choice is yours, and so are the consequences.
Will this filling happen all at once? No. For good or ill, it is a process. There will be days of success and days of failure, but the hope is we will keep moving forward. Blessed Teresa of Calcutta said, โGod has not called me to be successful. He called me to be faithful.โ We may not always be successful in our attempts at filling this temple of ours with the holy, but we must be faithful and persevere, returning time and time again to the Throne of God, repenting and seeking His grace and mercy.
One day, speaking to a large audience, the great preacher D.L. Moody held up a glass and asked, โHow can I get the air out of this glass?โ One man shouted, โSuck it out with a pump!โ Moody replied, โThat would create a vacuum and shatter the glass.โ After numerous other suggestions, Moody smiled, picked up a pitcher of water, and filled the glass. โThere,โ he said, โall the air is now removed.โ He then went on to explain that victory in the Christian life is not accomplished by โsucking out a sin here and there,โ but by being filled with the Holy Spirit, and each day, we can be filled a little more.
My friend, St. Josemarรญa Escrivรก, writes, โGet to know the Holy Spirit, the Great Unknown, the one who has to sanctify you. Donโt forget that you are a temple of God. The Paracleteโthe Holy Spiritโis in the center of your soul: listen to him, and follow his inspirations with docility.โ
When Jesus was led into the wilderness after his baptism, we are told that he fasted for forty days, then the devil came to him and said, โIf you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread,โ but Jesus answered, โIt is written: โMan shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.โโ Our bodies need food, but the Temple of God within us needs spiritual food; it needs the filling of the Holy Spirit and the Blessed Sacrament of the altar.
Give no room to those spirits like Memmius who seek to fill you and drive you from God. Instead, persevere in your strides towards holiness and fill the temple that is you with the Holy Spirit; be filled with God.
Let us pray: (this is a prayer written by St. Augustine of Hippo) Breathe into us, Holy Spirit, that our thoughts may all be holy. Move in us, Holy Spirit, that our work, too, may be holy. Attract our hearts, Holy Spirit, that we may love only what is holy. Strengthen us, Holy Spirit, that we may defend all that is holy. Protect us, Holy Spirit, that we may always be holy. Amen.
How easy is it for you to maintain your focus on any given thought or practice? For most of us, our minds wander. We get sidetracked by the demands of the world, by our ever-dinging and chiming devices, and by the random thoughts that ceaselessly stream through our minds. It is true for our life in the world, and it is true for our life with God. Because of this, learning to clearly focus on a single task is a practiced skill. If youโve ever tried to sit down and pray, you know how this works. You are attempting to focus on God, then, without even the awareness of it occurring, you’re thinking about having curly fries for lunch.
My all-time favorite novel is The Stand by Stephen King. The publishers said it was too long, so they made him cut 150,000 words (500 pages) to make it more manageable. It would later be printed in its entirety, which made me a thrilled reader. It is now a hefty doorstop with 1,440 pages. How does someone write so much?
In his own words, Sai King says, โI used to tell interviewers that I wrote every day except for Christmas, the Fourth of July, and my birthday. That was a lie. I told them that because if you agree to an interview you have to say something, and it plays better if it’s something at least half-clever. Also, I didn’t want to sound like a workaholic dweeb (just a workaholic, I guess). The truth is that when I’m writing, I write every day, workaholic dweeb or not. That includes Christmas, the Fourth, and my birthday (at my age you try to ignore your โฆ birthday anyway). And when I’m not working, I’m not working at all, although during those periods of full stop I usually feel at loose ends with myself and have trouble sleeping. For me, not working is the real work. When I’m writing, it’s all the playground, and the worst three hours I ever spent there were still prettyโฆ good.โ (On Writing, p.153)
King has learned the art of focusโapproaching the task with unwavering attention and has become one of the most prolific writers ever. Can I focus like that? Nope. Iโve thought about whatโs for lunch at least twice since weโve been here. Whatโs this got to do with today?
โWhile Jesus was going up to Jerusalem, he took the twelve disciples aside by themselves and said to them on the way, โSee, we are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be handed over to the chief priests and scribes, and they will condemn him to death; then they will hand him over to the Gentiles to be mocked and flogged and crucified; and on the third day he will be raised.โโ This is followed by James and John jockeying for positions.
Jesus said, โWe are headed to Jerusalem, where I will be brutally murdered.โ The disciples said, โCool. Can we have a pony?โ Like us, their minds could not focus on what Jesus was saying. It wandered here and there with all sorts of concerns.
The Season of Lent is marked by certain practicesโโself-examination and repentance; by prayer, fasting, and self-denial; and by reading and meditating on Godโs holy Word.โ (BCP 265) Although we should, these are not always things that we practice, so itโs likely that weโre not very good at it. When we should be reading Godโs holy Word, we get distracted by the latest Stephen King novel to come out or whatever. Therefore, we must be very intentional in our time with God. Disciplining our minds to focus on spiritual practices. At first, it is easy to become frustratedโโI just canโt seem to sit with Jesus for an hour!โโbut over time, we will learn, and we will then say, โI just canโt seem to not sit with Jesus.โ
โFor everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven.โ That is true when it comes to thinking about getting a pony, and it is true when it is about spending time with God.
Jonah and the Whale (ca. 1603-1607) by Pieter Lastman
From the Book of Jonah 1:1, โNow the word of the Lord came to Jonah the son of Amittai, saying, โArise, go to Nineveh, that great city, and call out against it, for their evil has come up before me.โโ From there, most grade school children can tell you what happened next.
Jonah said, โNo.โ He believed that if he went to Nineveh and preached, the people would repent and be saved. He did not want that. He wanted them to pay for their wickedness, so he fled instead of doing as God asked. Going to the coast, he boarded a ship and set sail. While Jonah slept below deck, a great storm blew in. The sailors began praying to their various gods, to no avail. Finally, the captain found Jonah sleeping and demanded to know why Jonah wasnโt also praying. When Jonah realized that it was his fault that everyone was about to die, he said, โPick me up and hurl me into the sea; then the sea will quiet down for you, for I know it is because of me that this great tempest has come upon you.โ
At first, the other men hesitated, but when the storm only worsened, they picked up Jonah and pitched him into the sea. From there, we are told, โAnd the Lord appointed a great fish to swallow up Jonah. And Jonah was in the belly of the fish three days and three nights.โ Then Jonah prayed. In the words of his prayer, you might also hear words Jesus may have prayed as he slept in the belly of the earth for three days.
โI called out to the Lord, out of my distress, and he answered me; out of the belly of Sheol I cried, and you heard my voice.
For you cast me into the deep, into the heart of the seas, and the flood surrounded me; all your waves and your billows passed over me.
Then I said, โI am driven away from your sight; yet I shall again look upon your holy temple.โ
The waters closed in over me to take my life; the deep surrounded me; weeds were wrapped about my head
at the roots of the mountains. I went down to the land whose bars closed upon me forever; yet you brought up my life from the pit, O Lord my God.
When my life was fainting away, I remembered the Lord, and my prayer came to you, into your holy temple.
Those who pay regard to vain idols forsake their hope of steadfast love.
But I with the voice of thanksgiving will sacrifice to you; what I have vowed I will pay. Salvation belongs to the Lord!โ
After Jonahโs prayer, on the third day, โThe Lord spoke to the fish, and it vomited Jonah out upon the dry land.โ And we know that, on the third day, Jesus rose from the earth, the tomb.
Jesus said, โThis generation is an evil generation; it asks for a sign, but no sign will be given to it except the sign of Jonah.โ
The sign of Jonah is the descending into the waters and the belly of the beast. It is entering into sin, chaos, and death, but it is also rising from chaos and death to new life. Therefore, the sign of Jonah is also our life with God, for as St. Paul tells us in his letter to the Ephesians, โYou were dead in the trespasses and sinsโฆ But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ.โ
Jonah prayed in the belly of the whale, and I feel that his words were near to the heart of Jesus as he lay in the belly of the earth. On those days of great trial, you can also make these words yours, knowing as they both did, โSalvation belongs to the Lord!โ
A young boyโs sister was sick and needed a blood transfusion. Given the rare nature of her blood type, few could help. Fortunately, her brother shared the blood type. Also, the sister was suffering from a sickness that the brother had survived a few years back, so he had the antibodies necessary to help. The doctor explained all this to the young boy, pointing out that without the transfusion, his sister would likely die. The doctor asked, โWould you be brave and give your blood to your sister?โ The boy hesitated, then, with a trembling lip, smiled and said, โFor my sister, yes.โ They were placed in a room together, and a needle was inserted in the boy’s arm, and a long tube joined the needle in his arm with the needle in his sister’s. The boy watched as his blood flowed from his body into his sisterโs. After a time, the doctor asked the boy, โHow are you feeling?โ โFine,โ the boy said but added, โHow much longer before I die?โ
When was the last time you trusted so completely and committed so fully?
Jesus was baptized, then โa voice came from heaven, โYou are my Son, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.โ And the Spirit immediately drove him out into the wilderness. He was in the wilderness forty days, tempted by Satan; and he was with the wild beasts, and the angels waited on him.โ
Jesus received the assurance of His Fatherโs love and then went into the wilderness. It was not easy. The other Gospels break down the major temptations that He experienced. Temptations that all others would have broken under or, if nothing else, caused them to flee the desert, but Jesus remained. He did not return until the ordeal, and the trial was complete.
Alessandro Pronzato, priest and theologian, wrote, โThe desert is the threshold to the meeting ground of God and man. It is the scene of the exodus. You do not settle there, you pass through. One then ventures on to these tracks because one is driven by the Spirit towards the Promised Land. But it is only promised to those who are able to chew sand for forty years without doubting their invitation to the feast in the end.โ (The Desert: An Anthology for Lent, p.26)
The Spirit drove Jesus into the desert. While there, He encountered the devil, but through the Fatherโs love, Jesus was given the strength to overcome the trials. Yet, when He died on the Cross, He still had sand in his mouth because the mission He was obedient to wasnโt just for forty days. It was for a lifetime. Afterward, He rose and ascended into Heaven, returning to the Promised Land of His Fatherโs House. In His life, Jesus trusted completely in His Fatherโs love and fully committed to what He was called to.
In The Inner Voice of Love, Henri Nouwen speaks about the old country and the new country. The old country is where we spend most of our lives, and while there, we search for those things that will bring us joy and peace. Unfortunately, this old country was never intended to provide those things. Instead, this old country keeps us on the hunt, searching but never finding.
Thankfully, there comes a time in our lives when we realize this. We say, โThis is not the truth. This is a lie, just baiting me along,โ so we go in search of the truth. Through Godโs grace, we learn that the Truth we seek is not in this old country but in a new one. We are blessed because we heard the voice that said, โFollow me.โ We follow and cross the border into the new country. Like Lotโs wife, the devil temps us, and we look over our shoulders to see what weโve left behind. Although we are not turned into pillars of salt, we damage our faithfulness and resolve. What do we do? When we think no one is watching, we cross back over the border into the old country, just for a taste, a nibble. We take on the mindset of an addict who thinks, โIโll just have a little hit, and then Iโll be good to go, never looking back again.โ Intellectually, we know this is a lie, but we listen. What are we to do?
Nouwen writes, โIt seems that you keep crossing and recrossing the border. For a while you experience a real joy in the new country. But then you feel afraid and start longing again for all you left behind, so you go back to the old country. To your dismay, you discover that the old country has lost its charm. Risk a few more steps into the new country, trusting that each time you enter it, you will feel more comfortable and be able to stay longer.โ (The Inner Voice of Love, p. 21-22)
God the Father says to you, โYou are my Son/ my daughter, the Beloved; with you I am well pleased.โ Just as Jesus did, you have the assurance of My love for you. Trust in that love. It is the Truth. Risk another few steps into the new country, trusting completely in the Fatherโs love and fully committing to the life of the new country. The old country has promised you joy and peace but never provided. In the new country, youโll still have to chew sand until the day you die, but once there, the blessings of GodโHis peace, His joyโare like a cup that is always overflowing.
Let us pray: (this is a prayer originating in the third/fourth centuryโthe Sub Tuum Praesidium/โUnder Thy Protectionโ) We fly to Thy protection, O Holy Mother of God; Despise not our petitions in our necessities, but deliver us always from all dangers, O Glorious and Blessed Virgin. Amen
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