
A legend from India tells about a mouse who was terrified of cats until a magician agreed to transform him into a cat. That resolved his fear โฆ until he met a dog, so the magician changed him into a dog. The mouse-turned-cat-turned-dog was content until he met a tigerโso, once again, the magician changed him into what he feared. But when the tiger came complaining that he had met a hunter, the magician refused to help. โI will make you into a mouse again, for though you have the body of a tiger, you still have the heart of a mouse.โ
In our society, weโve become very accustomed to going out and purchasing the things we need. Need a new watch. Go and buy it. Need a new car? You can drive one off the lot today. From the highest tech item to the lowly turnip, if you need it, you can find somewhere to buy it. But what if, instead of being able to buy it, you had to make it or grow it? In the end, you would have a lot less, and there are a good many people who wouldnโt survive.
I forget where I read it, but the speaker gave the example of a fork. He held it up and asked, โWho could make it?โ In the end, everyone realized that no one person could. You need someone to mine the ore, smelt the ore, form the ironโฆ down to working with the iron to make the fork. Very few possess the skills or knowledge to accomplish the task. Therefore, we need one another to live and survive. Each must play their part. Thatโs where the discernment process comes inโidentifying who has what skills and what knowledge and where they are best suited. Once discerned, society will put them to work. Therefore, in many cases, it is the society that determines a personโs worthโtheir value.
If society deems you this quality of person, then you can do this. If they deem you this, then you can do that. Aldus Huxley, in Brave New World, wrote, โA really efficient totalitarian state would be one in which the all-powerful executive of political bosses and their army of managers control a population of slaves who do not have to be coerced because they love their servitude.โ Perhaps we donโt live in a totalitarian state, but we can fall into the trap of allowing society to define our value and worth. Once there, it is difficult to become more.
Not only does this play out in the secular world, but it is also true in our life in the Church and with God. Others observe our lives, actions, words, etc.โour entire beingโand based on those observations, we are categorized: saint, sinner, backslider, pious, and so on. If you follow all the rules in the book, then you may fall in the saint category, but go out and get a tattoo and drink a little whiskey; well, you might as well be writing your own ticket to hell. In the process of assigning our category, we are also assigned a value in the Christian community. And, as with the secular world, we can fall into a trapโthis is what everyone thinks Iโm worth, so this must be it. This is as good as Iโll get.
Using the illustration of iron, if you mine and smelt some iron and end up with 1,000 grams (about 2.25 pounds) of steel, youโll have a steel bar valued at about $100. If you take that 1000 grams and turn it into horseshoes, you will have increased its value to $250. If you took the same amount of steel and turned it into sewing needles, you would have increased its value to $70,000. Turn it into gears and springs for watchesโ$6M. Use those same 1,000 grams of steel for precision electronics and computers, and youโll have increased the value of your $100 hunk of metal to $15M.
The world says you and your 1,000 grams of flesh are worth a few horseshoes, and you believe it. And not only do you believe it, you live it. When the same idea is applied to your life with God, you live that too. โI guess if Iโm writing a ticket to hell, I might as well write a good one!โ Once that frame of mind is set, it tends to stick. The world has defined that person, and that person fulfills the worldโs expectations.
St. Paul would refer to the spirit that lives in such a person as the โold man.โ In Ephesians, he says that those who live such a life โhave become callous and have given themselves up to sensuality, greedy to practice every kind of impurity.โ (Ephesians 4:19) We can fall into the trap of the โold man,โ and it sticks. Not only does it stick, like those living in Aldus Huxleyโs totalitarian state, but even though we may want something different, we love where we are. It is what we know, and it is comfortable.
My friend, Thomas Merton, writes, โFor the โold man,โ everything is old: he has seen everything or thinks he has. He has lost hope in anything new. What pleases him is the โoldโ he clings to, fearing to lose it, but he is certainly not happy with it. And so he keeps himself โoldโ and cannot change: he is not open to any newness. His life is stagnant and futile. And yet, there may be much movement, but change that leads to no change. The more it changes, the more it’s the sameโฆ. The old man lives without life. He lives in death.โ (March 22)
That is the trap of allowing the world around us to determine our value, and it is a tricky trap to get out of, but what if we dismissed the worldโs assessment and allowed Jesus to determine our value? What if we said, โIโm no longer going to be the person that the world wants and expects me to be.โ What if we even said, โIโm not going to be limited to the value my friends and family place on me.โ What if we said, โIโm going to allow my value to be determined by God. God and only God will decide what this 1,000-gram hunk of flesh is worth.โ How, then, would you begin to see yourself? How, then, would you begin to reevaluate your value in light of the fact that Jesus has already determined you are of infinite worth? You can disagree with that if you want. You can say, โIโm not of infinite worth to God.โ And I will argue with you, and my first move in that argument will be to point to you Christ on the Cross. Iโll wait for your rebuttal. You are of infinite worth to Godโฆ so, there.
The Apostles Simon and Andrew grew up in Bethsaida, which was on the shore of the Sea of Galilee. Bethsaida means House of the Fisherman, so given its location and name, it is safe to assume it was a fishing village. Given the nature of that society, it was expected that Simon and Andrew would grow up to be fishermen. The world defined them, determined their value, and they lived into it. It doesnโt mean it was bad; it just was; however, โAs Jesus passed along the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting a net into the seaโfor they were fishermen. And Jesus said to them, โFollow me and I will make you fish for people.โโ
The world had assigned them a value, and then Jesus came along and said, โNo. You are of greater valueโinfinite worth. Follow me, and I will take what little you and everyone else think you are and show you all how wrong you are. Follow me, and I will take the โold manโ and transform him into something new.โ Jesus said, โThe mouse-turned-cat-turned-dog-turned-tiger was returned to its original form because it was a tiger with the heart of a mouse, but I see your true worth; you are a mouse with the heart of a tiger. Follow me and begin to see in yourself what I see in you. Live into it.โ What did the disciples do? โImmediately left everything and followed Him.โ They left the โold manโ behind.
Jesus points to youโeach of youโand says, โFollow me.โ Step outside of the opinions and value that others have placed on you, allow Jesus to define your worth, and follow Him. In doing so, youโll discover your infinite worth in the eyes of God, and you will become the person He created you to be.
Let us pray: Lord Jesus Christ, You call us to follow You. Help us to drop our nets and abide in You. We are your disciples, committed to finding the ways that You strengthen our lives. Touch our hearts, enlighten our minds, stir our spirits. Teach us to share the fruits of our faith. Keep us by your side in faith, Lord Jesus. Amen.









