Now the chief priests and the elders persuaded the crowds to ask for Barabbas and to have Jesus killed. The governor again said to them, “Which of the two do you want me to release for you?” And they said, “Barabbas.” – Matthew 27:20-21
There they are, side by side. I can have either and the choice is mine. Sure, I know good from evil (Genesis 3:22). I know the “right” choice, but today I think I will choose Barabbas. That’s who everyone else keeps shouting for. Even the preacher said it!
Why does that feel so wrong? Why does it feel as though a piece of my soul just died? Who is this man?
This can’t be right. I don’t even know this Barabbas. What did this Jesus do? Someone said that if he didn’t die that they would kill us all. Don’t they know, we’re already dead.
“Father, forgive them; for they do not know what they are doing.” – Luke 23:34
Each day is a choice between Jesus and Barabbas. Today you chose Barabbas. There is tomorrow.
Never despair. Lazarus was dead and decaying: “iam foetet, quatriduanus set enim“–“by now he will smell; this is the fourth day,” Martha told Jesus.
If you hear the inspiration of God and follow it–“Lazare, vein foras!“–“Lazarus, come forth!”–you will return to life.
St. Josemaria Escriva – The Way #719