Sermon: St. Thomas

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A football game has been described as eleven men in desperate need of a rest being criticized by thousands in need of some exercise.

In a similar fashion, as we sit in the comfort of our homes or in the pews and read through Holy Scripture, it is almost impossible not to find fault with the biblical characters and to criticize them.  Take for example poor old Thomas.  It is easy to understand why grade schoolers think his last name is Thomas and his first name is “Doubting.”  He gets a bad wrap, but is he really deserving of one?

Thomas is mentioned in all four gospels and the Acts of the Apostles, but it is John’s gospel where he receives the most attention.  In John’s gospel he is first mentioned as Jesus is making plans to return to Judea where he would later raise Lazarus from the dead.  However, the disciples are concerned because it was in Judea that the Jews had tried to stone Jesus just a short time earlier.  Despite their concerns Jesus says, “Let us go to Judea.”  Then Thomas said to the rest of the disciples,  “Let us also go, that we may die with him.”

If you can find a friend like this, don’t let them go.  Thomas in this situation is brave, loyal, and dedicated.  When the rest are “doubting,” Thomas is prepared to lay down his life for the Lord.

Later Jesus would cryptically explain to the disciples that he would be killed and be going to the Father.  He goes on to tell them that they know the way, yet Thomas says, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going, so how can we know the way?”  Jesus goes on to explain that he is “the way and the truth and the Life.”

Thomas, in this case, by admitting that he did not know the way is demonstrating simple honesty in that he did not understand what Jesus was trying to tell them.  So, brave, loyal, dedicated honest, and now from today’s text… doubting.

When Jesus first appeared to the disciples, ten were there who saw and believed.  Thomas was not.  Thomas doubts.  The Lord appears again and Thomas is there and it is at this appearance that I believe Thomas redeems himself, because after laying eyes and possibly even his hands on the Risen Lord he makes a confession of faith regarding Jesus.  This confession is greater than what all the rest have said to this point.  Thomas declares, “My Lord and my God.”

Thomas doubted because he wanted to be certain of the facts.  He needed the truth for himself, not secondhand.  However,  once this certainty is established, Thomas commits himself fully to Jesus, declaring him to be Lord and God.

J.K. Rowling, the author of Harry Potter, received 12 rejection letters before she was picked up by Bloomsbury publishers and then only at the insistence of the CEO’s eight year old daughter.  Because of these perceived failures, should we forever refer to her as a hack?  Probably not.  By the same token, Thomas may have doubted, but to reduce him to the moniker “doubting” just doesn’t seem fitting.  However, if we must, let’s also include his other character traits as well: Brave.  Loyal.  Dedicated.  Honest.  Fully committed.  That’s more accurate than simply “doubting.”

Sermon C. S. Lewis

Clive Staples Lewis.  There are a host of his books which I could recommend to you, but perhaps the more famous are the Chronicles of Narnia, Mere Christianity, and The Screwtape Letters – although this list would likely start a considerable debate amongst those who have enjoyed his writings over the past fifty years.  He was great friends with J.R.R. Tolkien, the author of The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings.  He died on the same day John F. Kennedy was assassinated.


One of the more remarkable facts about his life is that at age 15 he boldly declared himself to be an atheist, yet I think he was disappointed to be so, for he said he was “very angry with God for not existing.”  However, he eventually returned to the Christian faith, but as he states, he did so, “kicking, struggling, resentful, and darting his eyes in every direction for a chance to escape.”  Perhaps this is what makes him one of the great Anglican theologians.  He did not simply take what he heard of the biblical truth at face value, but compelled himself to dig deeply into the truth and only then discovered that truth for himself.


How does such deep thinking work itself out?  Today in our Gospel reading we hear of Jesus speaking to us of the Holy Spirit.  For many, the Holy Spirit remains a mysterious aspect of the Godhead, but Lewis through his thoughtfulness not only discerned a truth about the Holy Spirit, but through his imagination was able to share those thoughts with the rest of the world in a language that all can grasp.  He wrote in his book Mere Christianity:


“In Christianity God is not a static thing – not even a person – but a dynamic, pulsating activity, a life, almost a kind of drama.  Almost, if you will not think me irreverent, a kind of dance.  The union between the Father and the Son is such a live concrete thing that this union itself is also a Person.  I know this is almost inconceivable, but look at it thus.  You know that among human beings, when they get together in a family, or a club, or a trade union, people talk about the ‘spirit’ of that family, club, or trade union.  The talk about its ‘spirit’ because the individual members, when they are together, do really develop particular ways of talking and behaving which they would not have if they were apart (this corporate behavior may, of course, be either better or worse than their private behavior).  It is as if a sort of communal personality came into existence.  Of course, it is not a real person: it is only rather like a person.  But that is just one of the differences between God and us.  What grows out of the joint life of the Father and Son is a real Person, this Person is in fact the Third of the three Persons who are God.”


That may still sound as clear as mud for some, but in Lewis’ writings, whether in children’s stories or Christian apologetics, we find one who is able take the most difficult of theological subjects and make it approachable to many.

In our Gospel reading today Jesus said, “When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth.”  We can give thanks for C.S. Lewis for it is clear that the Spirit of truth worked in him and not only guided him into truth, but through his work guides us and many others as well.

Sermon: Proper 28 RCL C – "The Sky is Falling"

Luke 21:5-19

When some were speaking about the temple, how it was adorned with beautiful stones and gifts dedicated to God, Jesus said, “As for these things that you see, the days will come when not one stone will be left upon another; all will be thrown down.”

They asked him, “Teacher, when will this be, and what will be the sign that this is about to take place?” And he said, “Beware that you are not led astray; for many will come in my name and say, `I am he!’ and, `The time is near!’ Do not go after them.

“When you hear of wars and insurrections, do not be terrified; for these things must take place first, but the end will not follow immediately.” Then he said to them, “Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom; there will be great earthquakes, and in various places famines and plagues; and there will be dreadful portents and great signs from heaven.

“But before all this occurs, they will arrest you and persecute you; they will hand you over to synagogues and prisons, and you will be brought before kings and governors because of my name. This will give you an opportunity to testify. So make up your minds not to prepare your defense in advance; for I will give you words and a wisdom that none of your opponents will be able to withstand or contradict. You will be betrayed even by parents and brothers, by relatives and friends; and they will put some of you to death. You will be hated by all because of my name. But not a hair of your head will perish. By your endurance you will gain your souls.”

Our Lady of Martyrs Catholic Church has one of those signs out front where you can change the message each week.  Cumberland Presbyterian Church, directly across the street from their Catholic brothers and sisters, also has a similar sign.  Apparently this is true – the two signs got into a bit of a fight.  Week one: the Catholic sign said, “All dogs go to heaven.”  The following week the Presbyterian sign said, “Only humans go to heaven.  Read the Bible.”  The Catholics retorted the following week with, “God loves all his creatures, dogs included” and the Presbys fired back with, “Dogs do not have souls, this is not open for debate.”  Apparently the Catholics thought it was for they responded.  “Catholic dogs go to heaven.  Presbyterian dogs can talk to their pastor.”  Finding offense with this the Presbys shot back, “Converting to Catholicism does not magically grant your dog a soul.”  Thinking this not true, the Catholics  responded, “Free dog souls with conversion.”  The Presbyterians tried to change the subject, “Dogs are animals.  There aren’t any rocks in heaven either.”  And it would seem that the Catholics just like to argue.  Their final response, “All rocks go to heaven.”

I’m not sure about rocks, but all dogs go to heaven and even some cats.  But, that bit of bantering demonstrates that we have not solved all the mysteries of our Christian faith.  From whether dogs go to heaven, to the real presence in the Eucharist, to the very structure of the church; all of these things are constantly discussed.  Today’s Gospel brings up another such issue: The second coming of Christ, the end of days.

Folks have been waiting for the end of the world for a long time.. and no one has ever predicted it correctly, but that hasn’t stopped them from trying and it has stopped others from even trying to profit off of it.  Sure, there are all those books written on it, one particular item has caught my eye.  In big bold letters its advertisement begins, BE PREPARED FOR THE END TIMES!  It goes on to read, “Our Deluxe Survival Kit includes enough long-lasting, freeze-dried food to supply a family of four for three months, fifty gallons of pasteurized water, a completely stocked medical case, and a .357 magnum revolver in case your neighbors attempt to take advantage of your Christian foresight. — Tribulations Outfitters, Inc., Lawing, Utah.”  My goodness, hopefully nobody will accidentally shoot the Lord with their brand new .357 Magnum when he returns.

All that sounds a bit crazy, but as a Christian people, we do believe that Christ will return and when he does he will set all things right.  The old shall pass away and the Lord will create all things new.  So, is the time really near?  In our Gospel, Jesus gave us some very clear signs to watch for, so instead of speculating, let’s break these down a bit and see if we can come to a conclusion for ourselves.

First, Jesus speaks of the temple in Jerusalem where He and the all the other Jews came to worship.  It was a magnificent structure with some of the stones of the walls weighing up to 360 tons.  Jesus said that it will be destroyed.  Today, all that remains is the western wall, known as the Wailing Wall.  In the year 70 AD the Romans came in, wiped out Jerusalem, and completely destroyed the temple.  Ok, so “check” on the first sign.

What are the other signs?  False prophets will come in Jesus’ name declaring “I am he.  I am the Messiah.  I will save you.”  My goodness can you believe they are already lining up possible presidential candidates, all of which will solve all the world problems, not to mention that they will wash your windows too?  What about all the preachers promising happiness, health, and wealth?  Watch TV and you will be bombarded with advertisements that will tell you all about how you can take this drug or that one and live forever (provided you don’t succumb to one of the side effects such as death).. I don’t know that the one drug that will make your eyelashes grow longer will make you live longer, but at least during your lifetime you won’t be put to shame for having short eyelashes.  So “check” also on false prophets.

What about the wars?  Afghanistan, Pakistan, Peru, Sudan.  Presently there are over 40 active conflicts in the world with 12 of them being classified as “high intensity conflicts” because there are more than 1,000 causalities per year.  Those 12 have cause more than 3.5 million deaths.  Wars?  Check.

There will be great earthquakes.  Check.  Famines.  Plagues.  Check.  Check.  Dreadful portents and great signs in the heavens?  Well, toss in a good dose of global warming, increased sun spots, not to mention the occasional UFO and by golly we are batting a 1000!

As far as being arrested in Jesus name all I can say is don’t go preaching the gospel in too many foreign nations or you will find yourself in jail facing death.  When we look at all that we have a complete fulfillment of the signs, so today we can say with 100% confidence, “The end is near!”  Hope you are ready folks, because Jesus is coming back tomorrow!  

Or is he?  Hasn’t it been like this all along?  Haven’t there been wars, plagues, earthquakes, all of it?  Of course there have and this is just on a grand scale.  How many folks can claim for their own lives, “the end is near.”

Think of the head of a household.  Loses their job.  Can’t find work.  Bills adding up.  Bank threatening to foreclose.  Is the end near for them?  What about the person who has just been given X number of days to live.  Isn’t the end near for them?  Or the person driving down the street listening to Kenny G on the radio, not knowing that at the next intersection some drunken jerk will plow through the red light doing 70 miles an hour and is going to hit them broadside.  Is the end near for them?  Have I depressed you yet today?

No, I’m not making light of the end of days.  They will come and they will be dreadful.   As we say every week, “Christ has died.  Christ has risen.  Christ will come again.”  And scripture tells us, “In those days – when he comes again – men will seek death and will not find it; they will desire to die, and death will flee from them.”  People read this and it’s no wonder that they run through the streets with their hair on fire screaming, “The sky is falling!  The sky is falling!”  And in the process they miss the promise from God.  They miss the message of hope for those who love the Lord their God.  Following that litany of disasters in our gospel we read, “But not a hair of your head will perish.  By your endurance you will gain your souls.”  Not a hair of your head will perish.

Jesus says, “Your Father in heaven is not willing that any of these little ones should perish.”  Jesus says, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”  Jesus says, “I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand.”  St. Peter says, “Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade. This inheritance is kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time.”

When we consider the end of days, the second coming of Jesus, we are not to be focused on when it will occur; our focus, our daily concern should be – Am I prepared for it?  If it comes today, will I be ready?  If it comes in ten years, will I be ready?  Am I bringing my children and grandchildren up in the knowledge and love of the Lord so that they too, will be prepared?  Jesus says, “I will come like a thief in the night.”  Our concern is, on that night will he find us prepared?

There is a wonderful George Iles quote, “Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark.”  Jesus says, When it seems the world is going to heck in a hand basket, when the darkness prevails, and the end of days are upon you, do not fear.  I am with you always and will take your hand and guide you through.

Sermon: Charles Simeon

Simon Peter said to Him, “Lord, where are You going?”


Jesus answered him, “Where I am going you cannot follow Me now, but you shall follow Me afterward.”


Peter said to Him, “Lord, why can I not follow You now? I will lay down my life for Your sake.”


Jesus answered him, “Will you lay down your life for My sake? Most assuredly, I say to you, the rooster shall not crow till you have denied Me three times.”


A few hours later… 


“One of the servants of the high priest, a relative of him whose ear Peter cut off, said, ‘Did I not see you in the garden with Him?’  Peter then denied again; and immediately a rooster crowed.”


You are all probably familiar with that passage.  The event took place on the night before Jesus was crucified.  Peter’s denial.


On the night before the crucifixion, had you been in Peter’s place, what would you have done?  It would be very easy for me to stand up here and say, “Peter needed to have more faith.  Courage, man!”  But it was Socrates who said, “Know thyself,” and I do, at least a bit.  The part I know says that I would have stood beside Peter and boldly declared, “I will never deny you” and would also have ended up alongside Peter in torment over my failure.


Yet, for each of our failures, Jesus comes to us and restores us to himself just as he did Peter.  From our Gospel, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?”  “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.”  “Feed my lambs.”  “Do you love me?  Feed my sheep.”  And again, “Do you love me?  Feed my sheep.”  Three times Peter denied him and three times Jesus restored him.  


What I find interesting about this event is that in restoring Peter to himself, you would think that Jesus would not have asked Peter, “Do you love me?,” but would have instead said to him, “Peter, I love you.”  This seems that it would have been much more soothing to Peter’s soul, but then again, Jesus had already shown Peter how much he loved him.  As we pray during Morning Prayer, “Lord Jesus Christ, you stretched out your arms of love on the hard wood of the cross that everyone might come within the reach of your saving embrace.”


Because of his failure, Jesus knew that Peter was doubting his love for him.  So, Jesus knew that it wasn’t he who needed to convince Peter of his love by saying, “I love you.  I love you.  I love you” – Jesus had said that as loudly and clearly as he possibly could from the hard wood of the Cross.  What Peter needed was to convince Peter – himself – that he loved Jesus.  Only then could Peter go out and do as Jesus had commanded him to do and feed his sheep.  


The great Anglican priest we celebrate today, Charles Simeon, wrote, “We shall do well ever to remember, that Christianity is not a mere speculative theory that is to inform the mind; but a great practical lesson, to renew the heart, and to bring us back to the state from whence we are fallen.”

Many times, like Peter, we will stumble and fall and deny Christ by our words and actions.  It is through God’s grace and love that we are restored to Him.  Through the Cross he has proven his love to us.  The greatest barrier to receiving that grace is not God or the world – it’s us.  Through the Cross Jesus has said, “I love you.”  He then asks each of us, “Do you love me?”  It is in answering that one question that we find true strength and courage.

Sermon: St. Simon & St. Jude

James Lloyd Breck was known as the Apostle to the Wilderness.  In the very early days of the church he traveled to foreign countries like Wisconsin and California.  In 1842 with two classmates, and under the direction of Bishop Jackson Kemper, he founded Nashotah House and was truly one of the great missionaries.

Many years later, on a gray autumn day in October of 1897, the missionary council of the Episcopal Church gathered at Nashotah House to lay to rest the remains of James Lloyd Breck.  In attendance were the students of the House, clergy, and several Bishops including, Bishop Daniel Sylvester Tuttle – The first missionary Bishop of Montana.  It was Bishop Tuttle that spoke the words at the graveside following Communion in St. Mary’s Chapel.  Bishop Tuttle said:

There was a Grecian race in which the runners were charged to care not for themselves, nor indeed for each other, but for the torch they bore.  As one and another, wearied and overcome fell by the way, he held aloft his torch, handing it to a comrade who seized it quickly and sped on.  So with the torch borne by the Christian man.  It has a triple flame, God’s truth, Christ’s love, men’s good.  We are to hold it up and pass it on.  One or another of us is soon to fall in the hard-trodden, dusty path.  But never mind us, it is dust to dust, though it may be sacred dust that falls, and God will take care of it.  Do not mind us; seize the torch, we pray you, and push on to the blessed goal.

Now, at this point you might be thinking to yourself, I thought we were celebrating the feast of Saints Simon and Jude not James Lloyd Breck the Apostle to the Wilderness, and you would be correct.  However, this statement of Bp. Tuttle’s seems to speak perfectly to these two obscure apostles: Simon we know as the Zealot, but we’re not quite sure why, and Jude who was surnamed Thaddeus.  After that, it’s all legend and speculation.  Honestly, we have no idea who these two were and it would not surprise me if that doesn’t please them immensely.

Simon and Jude were men who recognized that their lives were not their own.  They belonged entirely to God and the work of his Church.  They knew that it was not about them.  As Tuttle said, it was about the torch, the gospel message of Jesus Christ, and the blessed goal.

We should all be of this mindset, because it is not about us either – those made of that sacred dust – instead it is about the torch with its triple flame: God’s truth, Christ’s love, and men’s good.  We must learn to set aside our own agendas, desires and plans and to take up this torch that has been passed on from all the Simons and Judes, Marys and Theresas, and Brecks and Tuttles.  If we do so, then one day they will look back to us and say that we also seized the torch, held it high, and pushed on to the blessed goal.

St. Jude concludes his epistle by declaring: To him who is able to keep you from falling and to present you before his glorious presence without fault and with great joy– to the only God our Savior be glory, majesty, power and authority, through Jesus Christ our Lord, before all ages, now and forevermore! Amen.

Throughout our very busy lives, let us always remember our first love and calling: to carry the torch and let the light of Christ illumine our every step and the world around us.

Sermon: St. James of Jerusalem

St. James by El Greco

St. James, he is called James the son of Zebedee, or James the brother of John, or James the Greater, or Boanerges, which means Son of Thunder, a nickname he and his brother earned after Jesus preached in a village which failed to hear his words at which point James and John turned and asked Jesus, “Lord, do you want us to call fire down from heaven to destroy them?”  Personally, I like that kind of spirit in my apostles; however, just like them my way of thinking is not always pleasing to the Lord.

As with many of the early saints, there are some rather interesting stories of James.  One of my favorite miracles attributed to him tells how he brought back to life a boy who had been unjustly hanged, and had been dead for five weeks. The boy’s father was notified of the miracle while he sat at supper. The father pronounced the story nonsense and said his son was no more alive than the roasted bird on the table. Legend has it that at that moment the cooked bird promptly sat up, sprouted feathers, and flew away.  I’m tempted to try that the next time I’m at a Kentucky Fried Chicken!

The legends are fun, but it is Holy Scripture where we find the most accurate picture.  Scripture says,  “Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. ‘Come, follow me,’ Jesus said, ‘and I will make you fishers of men.’  At once they left their nets and followed him.  Going on from there, Jesus saw two other brothers, James son of Zebedee and his brother John. They were in a boat with their father Zebedee, preparing their nets. Jesus called them, and immediately they left the boat and their father and followed him.”

Immediately they left the boat.  Immediately.  I hear that and I have to wonder how I might respond.  Would I respond “immediately?”  If someone called to me and said, “Follow me,” I would probably reply, “Who are you?  Why?”  I would probably need to see a few more credentials, but after establishing it to be the Lord, would I continue to hesitate?

Remember the story of the prophet Samuel when he was called as a boy.  Samuel had been serving Eli.  One night after they had gone to bed Samuel here’s a voice calling to him.  Being a dutiful servant he runs to Eli saying, “Here I am.  Here I am, you called,” but Eli said that it wasn’t him and to go back to bed.  This happened two more times, but on the third time Eli realized that it was the Lord calling to the boy, so Eli said to Samuel, “Go and lie down, and if he calls you again, say, ‘Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.’”  And this is what Samuel did and it was then that the Lord spoke to him clearly of his plans and the purpose he should fulfill.

For all of us, if the Lord calls to us by name or says, “Follow me,” we may all be a bit hesitant at first.  We may want to be certain of who it is calling first.  But like Samuel and James, once we determine that it is the Lord, we too must respond immediately.

James started as a fishermen, but when Jesus stepped into his life and called him, James became a fisher of men.  He heard the truth in the message of Christ and he immediately gave up everything, including – in the end – his very life for the sake of that call.

Sermon: Proper 24 RCL C – "Smacking God"

Luke 18:1-8

Jesus told his disciples a parable about their need to pray always and not to lose heart. He said, “In a certain city there was a judge who neither feared God nor had respect for people. In that city there was a widow who kept coming to him and saying, `Grant me justice against my opponent.’ For a while he refused; but later he said to himself, `Though I have no fear of God and no respect for anyone, yet because this widow keeps bothering me, I will grant her justice, so that she may not wear me out by continually coming.'” And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God grant justice to his chosen ones who cry to him day and night? Will he delay long in helping them? I tell you, he will quickly grant justice to them. And yet, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?”
Ever wonder why vending machines have one of the craziest warning signs ever?  It reads – “Never Rock or Tilt: Machine can fall over and cause serious injury or death.”  I suppose that is a good thing to know while purchasing your ice cold Coca-Cola, but as it turns out, the warning is necessary.  It seems that a 19 year old college kid came home to his dorm drunk from a night of “binge drinking” and in a misguided attempt to steal a can of soda, rocked a 920-pound Coke machine and sent it tipping over upon himself.  In layman’s terms, he was squished and died following the accident.  This resulted in his relatives suing Coca-Cola and two other companies, in addition to the college, and winning damages to the tune of  $660,000, plus funeral expenses. They alleged that the machine was not secured and lacked any warning signs that it could tip over.

Now, I’ve never rocked or tipped a vending machine to try and get something for free out of it, but I have given one a good smack on occasion when it didn’t dispense what I paid for, especially if it’s getting between me and my peanut M&Ms.  We’ve all probably done something similar, but I can honestly say that my efforts have never been so violent as to tip the machine over, so I’ve never been in  danger of “serious injury or death.”

Even though it’s apparently an extremely dangerous piece of equipment, the vending machine does serve its purpose: immediate gratification to thirst or a nagging sweet tooth.  Pop in your quarters and – if all goes well – out pops your not so nutritious snack.  I’m not sure about the rest of the world, but for Americans it gives us immediate gratification.  No lines.  No waiting.  Here you go.

So, is it any wonder that we expect God to act in a similar manner?  We step up to God the Cosmic Vending Machine, pop in our prayers, and expect them to be answered.  I don’t have to ask if you’ve ever done that, because we all have.  “Dear God, _____.  Heal me.  Feed me.  Comfort me.  Take care of this.  Give me what I want.”  We have dutifully stood before the God the Cosmic Vending Machine.  We have popped in our prayers.  And we now hold out our hands waiting for God to produce.  To do his job, by golly!

When he doesn’t perform as expected, we might think that we didn’t put in enough money – enough prayers.  So we give it another shot.  “Dear God, _____.”  If God answers, then we are good.  Like the Samaritan leper from last week, we might remember to say, “Thanks,” but otherwise we go about our business.  However, if God doesn’t answer, several things could happen.

When the Cosmic Vending Machine doesn’t produce, some will hang their heads and walk away thinking that it must be broken.  Nothing in there anyways.  Others will look up to heaven and declare, “I didn’t expect you to do anything about it, anyways.”  And a very rare few will give it a good smack.  Shake it a bit.  Maybe even kick it a time or two and shout out, “Oy!  I’m talking to you!”  I might add that this is a good way to get squished.  However, our parable today speaks of another way.

The unjust judge was one who cared nothing for God and nothing for people.  He was all about himself and what was most convenient for him, yet in the case of the persistent widow he says to himself, “If I don’t give her what she wants she will just keep nagging and nagging and nagging and I’ll never get a moments peace.”  In response to this Jesus says, “Listen to what the unjust judge says. And will not God grant justice to his chosen ones who cry to him day and night? Will he delay long in helping them? I tell you, he will quickly grant justice to them. And yet, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?”  From a few weeks ago,  “Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead?  Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion?”  Our Father in Heaven is trustworthy.  He will answer your prayer.  And, unlike the unjust judge, he doesn’t consider it nagging when you come to him time and time again.  But in the meantime, don’t go smacking him or walk away angry or sad if what you desire doesn’t pop out at a moments notice or doesn’t pop out at all, because sometimes what we ask for is not what we need –  “Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead?”  A true statement, but “Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a snake, will give it to him?”  Not many, I would wager and neither will God.

The Apostle Paul writes, “in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me.  Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me.  But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’”

When we go to God in prayer, we can be persistent in asking, but what we must also remember is that what we are asking for is not necessarily what we need.  It would in fact harm us even more – although I can assure you that if God let me win at Powerball, I would be a much better person – but in the meantime, from the time of asking and the time of receiving or not receiving we shouldn’t go smacking God around like a vending machine when it doesn’t dispense our M&Ms.  It is during this time that we must stand in faith, understanding that God is with us and that we must rely on him to provide in our weakness.  This is one of those major differences between that head faith and heart faith that we spoke of a few weeks ago – the head understands that God is always with us, but the heart grows weak when the emotions kick in.  We must understand that it is in those times that we are nearest to Christ Jesus and are in fact walking with him.

Consider these words of my favorite monk, Thomas a Kempis, “JESUS has always many who love His heavenly kingdom, but few who bear His cross. He has many who desire consolation – that is comforting in times of trouble – but few who care for trial. He finds many to share His table, but few to take part in His fasting. All desire to be happy with Him; few wish to suffer anything for Him. Many follow Him to the breaking of bread, but few to the drinking of the chalice of His passion. Many revere His miracles; few approach the shame of the Cross. Many love Him as long as they encounter no hardship; many praise and bless Him as long as they receive some comfort from Him. But if Jesus hides Himself and leaves them for a while” … if the cosmic vending machine doesn’t give them what they want then    “they fall either into complaints or into deep dejection” … they start smacking the machine … “Those, on the contrary, who love Him for His own sake and not for any comfort of their own, bless Him in all trial and anguish of heart as well as in the bliss of consolation. Even if He should never give them consolation, yet they would continue to praise Him and wish always to give Him thanks. What power there is in pure love for Jesus — love that is free from all self-interest and self-love!”

Our relationship with God is not about what we can get out of it.  It is a relationship based in love.  God is love and that love as Brennan Manning said in our study is a “magnificent monotony.”  It is never changing or failing.  We therefore must love him in good times and bad.  When we get what we want and when we don’t.  That is what the statement at the end of our gospel reading is speaking to, “Will God grant justice to his chosen ones?  Will he delay long in helping them?  I tell you, he will quickly grant justice to them,” then Jesus adds, “And yet when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on earth?”

When the Son of Man comes will he find us angry and smacking the Cosmic Vending Machine or will he find faith?  Will he find us grumbling and defeated  or will he find us trusting in him while persevering in our perceived trials?

At the end of the Prayers of the People there is always a concluding collect.  One of them reads: “Heavenly Father, you have promised to hear what we ask in the Name of your Son: Accept and fulfill our petitions, we pray, not as we ask in our ignorance, nor as we deserve in our sinfulness, but as you know and love us in your Son Jesus Christ our Lord.  Amen.”

Bring your prayers to God.  Lay them at his feet everyday knowing in your heart and your mind that they are being answered.  Maybe not as you would like, but answered.  Answered and fulfilled in perfect love.

Sermon: St. Luke

St. Luke, by El Greco

It was last week during our Adult Sunday School program that we were discussing Patron Saints.  It was noted that the naming of churches, St. Andrew’s, St. Theresa’s,  St. Luke’s, etc., were originally based on the relics of the particular saint which were entombed in the altar of a particular church.  Later, there would be numerous guidelines established, but many times churches were given the saint’s name which corresponded with the date they were consecrated.  For example if a church was consecrated on November 30th, it would often be given the name “St. Andrew’s Episcopal Church”, because that is the feast day of St. Andrew.  What I found curious about the naming of our church, St. Luke’s, is that our church has nothing to do with relics in the altar or the feast day of St. Luke, which is Friday.  However, the reason we are called St. Luke’s is noted in our history.

From February 14, 1886: The first morning and evening services were held in the new building at 1st Ave. South and South 29th Street. The initial subscription for building the mission was $1,200. A generous gift of several hundred dollars was received from members of St. Luke’s Episcopal Church of Rochester, New York. In appreciation, the Episcopalians of Billings named their new church in honor of this eastern parish.


We are named in honor of St. Luke’s Episcopal Church in Rochester, New York, which for the record still exists, but has been named The Episcopal Church of St. Luke and St. Simon Cyrene, after two Episcopal Churches there were combined.  Yesterday, after learning all this, I wrote to the rector of the church in Rochester and told him “Thank You” for their original support, that we were doing well, and blessings to them and their work.  He in turn had no idea either, but was delighted all the same to learn of it.


History can be fun.  I can track my own personal history through Montana, Texas, Louisiana, with a brief stint in Wisconsin.  My family history can be followed through the deep south and Texas, but further back you will encounter a few Irish, some English, a bit of French and even Cherokee.  Before that, I’m not real sure except for one little piece and that one little piece is the same for all of us – no, I’m not going to track our history through Adam and Eve.  This history has nothing to do with nationalities or skin tones.  Instead, it has to do with who we all were as members of the human race.  Quoting Isaiah, Jesus outlines part of our common history: 


“’The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,
because he has anointed me
to bring good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim release to the captives
and recovery of sight to the blind,
to let the oppressed go free,
to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”


In our common history, we all were once the captive, the blind, and the oppressed, but through Christ we are the rich.  We have been released.  Given sight.  Freedom.  Paul states it clearly in his letter to the Galatians, “in Christ Jesus you are all children of God through faith, for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ.  There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”  Through Christ we have been freed from our “history” – those things that in the past that separated us from God – and given new life in Him.


The history of our church, our families, the nations are all very interesting, but our true and eternal history cannot be discovered in history books or genealogies.  To know your true and eternal history, you must look to God and his actions in the world and your life. By doing so, not only will you discover your history, but you will also know your true and eternal future.